Every time we spoke, I never wanted it to stop. Every time we laughed together, it gave me butterflies. Every time you said I was cute, I always blushed. The time where you said I love you; coming from your own mouth, with a bit of hesitation, then I knew that everything turned provocation. I never asked for any of it to happen. Don't go hoping that I'll go to you when things turn bad for you. I watched you want her saying it was nothing, it was just our "thing". I'll just stop it there, before everything starts to flare. Every time I tried to speak, I hold in my tears. Thinking about all my fears. It hurts to see that you told me you loved her, it hurts to think that i can't have you, it hurts to know... that you're letting me go. I don't want to sit around thinking I'm holding you back, I don't want to sit around thinking about how we could of act. All I gave was my heart, don't run off and tear it apart, so don't hurt me, minus well just leave me be.