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nightmares • newtmas

"P-please don't hurt him!" Newt sobbed as thousands of tears were running down his face. He tossed and turned in bed, whimpering which woke Thomas up.

"Newt, baby.." Newt kept on moaning and groaning and talking in his sleep.

"Please don't do this to him..please," Newt sobbed. "NO DON'T SHOOT, I LOVE HIM! TOMMY NO! NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

Thomas gasped and felt deep chills shooting down his body. He quickly went to the shivering boy's side and started shaking Newt nonstop until he woke up.

"Tommy.." Newt sobbed as held his arms up to the brunette haired boy.

Thomas quickly went into Newt's arms and held with his arms around his waist, hugging him tightly. "Oh Newtie," Thomas whispered in his ear, then comforting him by kissing his forehead. Thomas was worried and upset as he saw the damage and misery engraved on Newt's features. He was shivering and so scared.

"Darling, I'm here, your okay. We're okay. Baby don't cry, I'm never going to leave you, ever."

"I-I'm so s-sorry Thomas," He sobbed. "I still h-have suicidal nightmares. No m-matter how hard I-I try to make it stop, I have no c-control over it." Newt's hands started to rapidly shake and his sobs became uncontrollable. Thomas took Newt's quivering hands into his and stroked his thumb over Newt's to comfort him. "I always f-feel like someone is going to take y-you away from me forever."

"Oh Newt, it's okay baby. I'm here, angel, your okay. We'll get through it. I'll be with you no matter what." Thomas said softly.

"T-Thomas, I-I don't deserve you. I'm a freak.  A depressed, ugly, worthless, f-fat, wreck who doesn't deserve to be with you. Tommy, your so happy. You deserve someone who will who love you and always lift you up, not b-break you down." He said as more tears falling down his cheeks. "Your so much better than I'll ever be. My dad was right...I'm just a worthless, disgusting faggot."

Thomas couldn't believe the last word Newt said and how his own father said that to him. Thomas suddenly had all of this anger inside of him. He wanted to scream and destroy the disgusting man who called the love of his life a faggot. Newt deserves so much better then ending up with a man like him as his father.

"Newt, baby, listen to me." Thomas said, gently stroking Newt's cheek as Newt's watery eyes looked into Thomas's. "You are the most amazing person in my life. You aren't any of those words. Your so beautiful, Newton. Your the most precious boy in the world. Your so charming, and sweet and an angel. Me meeting you is the best thing that's ever happened to me three years ago to this very day."

Thomas wiped Newt's tears as Newt lips formed a small smile. "You know who will make me the happiest person on earth? Who I will love, and marry, and raise children, and have a house and have so many other crazy things with? It's you. It's always been you." Thomas said with a smile on face. "I love you."

Newt's face beamed with a huge smile and jumped into Thomas's arms. They fell back onto the bed, Newt on top of Thomas's stomach with goofy smiles on their faces laughing.

"Your smile brightens up my world." Thomas said lovingly, running his rands through Newt's blond hair. Newt's cheeks blushed into a shade of light pink which Thomas giggle. Every time Thomas sees Newt, he feels like he's falling for him all over again. Newt intertwined both of their fingers.

"Thank you, Tommy." Newt smiled. "I love you so much." Thomas cupped Newt's cheek, puts a hand on Newt's back, and slowly pulled himself up to attach his lips to Newt's. The kiss was long, but sweet and satisfying to the two boys. Every time they would kiss, Thomas would practically melt. Thomas loved Newt's lips, he like that they are so soft, silky and luxurious with a taste of coffee and vanilla. Newt felt the same way with Thomas's kisses, but his were a tad rough and tasted sweet.

Newt pulled away from the kiss with his head resting on Thomas's shoulder.
"Are you trying to be this cute today to make me feel bad about myself?" Thomas sarcastically pouted which made Newt laugh. "Your so adorable."

Newt cheeks blushed a shade of pink. "Are you trying to make me blush all the time when I'm around you?" Embarrassed, Newt muffled shoving his face deeper into Thomas's neck.

"Maybe," Thomas smirked with a wink. "I can't help it, I'm sorry."

"Good thing that your hot," Newt smiled placing a soft peck on Thomas's lips. "Hey Tommy?"

"What wrong babe," Thomas asked, pressing a kiss to Newt's temple.

"Well, thanks to that nightmare, I woke us up at 5:00 in the morning. What do you want to do now?" Newt asked relaxing his arms around Thomas's neck and fiddling with his brown hair. "We can cuddle, or watch a movie, or make early breakfast. Anything you want."

"Actually, I was thinking about doing something different." Thomas smirked, rubbing up and down Newt's bare thighs.

"Morning sex?"

"Morning sex."

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hey guys it's @lostlxvers!
aka- claire •~•

anyways, i hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter of my new book!

just like in the description, this book is going to have mini fanfiction short stories with many different couples that are both straight, gay or just friendly relationships!

•) these are ships that i like, but feel free to comment some ideas I should do! (•

anyways, i hope you enjoyed what i've written so far and I'll post the second chapter in about 5-7 days!

luv u babes!💓