This shit all started in the 2 grade when I just moved out of the trailer park I've lived in scince prek yeah we used to have it good but then shit exploded and lots of shit happend . a couple years before we moved we live in one of my dad's friends house that's where I heard the worst news a little girl could ever hear " rainbeau , dakota , valkyria..... I'm sorry to tell you this but..... Your mom died yesterday." Before that I had a happy personality and no care in the world "w-w-what!?!?" Rainbeau yelled and broke down crying. Dakota curled into a ball tearing up. I just froze … after 3 minutes I screamed as loud as I could tears just falling down but I still couldn't move . something snapped in me I had so much hatetread for so many people ... ! After about two years rainbeau started cutting her wrists . one day when I was staying with her while my dad añd stepmom were in Dallas and dakota was in boyscouts I stayed with her and late at night I couldn't find her and I saw a light i n the bath room I opend it and she dropped a bloody razor ... She was crying I hugged her and when her dad came home we fell asleep in the bathroom and he saw us all bloody and asked what happend I looked down not saying a word and rainbeau showed her wrist he started yelling at her and I jumped in front of her trying to protect her but but he went inside his room and we heard crying . and rainbeau cried as well . I diddnt know what cutting meant after a few years...