Zayn's property (BoyxBoy) #Wattys2017

"then die"

Hi so I promised an update so that is what you shall get

Zayns P.O.V

I slipped past Niall I had no expression nor did I feel anything when I did it
Honestly I was mad at Niall now I mean how could he do that to me I'm his best friend and he rejected me with a smile on his face no sympathy at all he was just like 'sorry man I don't like guys I'm not like you' you know how much that hurt.

I was wearing a black hoodie with the hood up. I put it up after I saw Niall's face when he saw me.

Walking away from Niall I heard a few giggles and laughs some pointing people were seen out of the corner of my eye, and i totally got why they were doing this I had a black hoodie on with worn ripped skinny jeans for the people that saw me would know I look like I haven't slept nor bathed during the time I was gone.
Probably because I didn't but I didn't enjoy looking like this there were bags under my eyes due to the lack of sleep. I've started depriving myself sleep not because I could not sleep I'm perfectly capable of sleeping.

I guess I just couldn't sleep because I had to much to think about I had so many questions like why would he reject me

I know your like because he doesn't like you idiot. Get over it!

But it's not like that when we were ten we did everything together and people generally thought we were dating

*in Niall's bedroom*

"Come on you can do it" teased Liam

"Yeah come on you guys are dating anyway this isn't a big deal" Harry chimed in

"Just kiss already" Louis added annoyed

"Come on kiss the birthday boy" Liam said smiling ear to ear

It was my birthday party and there were Niall Liam Harry Louis A.J and Maddy plus a few others who showed up

We were currently in my bedroom playing truth or dare

Apparently we thought that was cool

I was nervous

I started chewing on my bottom lip looking down at the floor and every once and a while glancing up at Nialls face

"Guys Zayn doesn't want to" Niall pointed out once everyone looked away from him he had a small frown

Niall looked sad

He thought I didn't want to kiss him truth was I kinda did

I wasn't fully sure I liked Niall then

"I-i"

"See he does" Louis piped happily

I frown because Louis cut me off

I wasn't that mad at him though to be honest I didn't know what I was going to say