WERE special

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connors pov

"i love you too troye!" i shouted as i left our apartment.

i was going to see my other "boyfriend" Josh.

i feel like i should be ashamed about cheating on troye.

but he has been "boring". hes not as god in bed as he was and thats shitty to say but its true.

i know im ruining my relationship with troye, but having two boyfriends is such a thrill. worrying 24/7 that troye with find out, when Josh comes over while troye is at work ill worry 24/7 that troye will walk in on us. it's a thrill.

im on my way to josh's house now and i was driving calm and all of a sudden i got a call from troye

c: hello?

t: come home

c: no, troye ill be home later

t: connor joel franta if you dont turn that car around and come home now im kicking you out

c: why?-

t: [hung up]

"Fuck!" i scream as i punch the steering wheel.

i pull intoa mcdonalds parking lot and turn around gooing back to the apartment.

i parked the car in the apartment building parking lot.

as i was unlocking the door to the aprtment, troye swung the door openhe had puffy eyes, he was obviously crying.

"troye whats-" i silenced because troye slapped me.

"who the fuck is josh?!" troye yelled

"i dont know troye, what the fuck?!" fuck im screwed.

"really you don't know who he is? listen to this." he said as he picked up our home phone and played a message.

josh: "hey connor its me, josh. you werent answering your cell and i miss you baby. call me back when you get this, i love you , bye."

"get your shit out of this apartment before i fucking burn it all." troye said walking back to the living room.

"troye please, let me explain."

"no connor, you had you chance to love me. im not giving you another one. so pack your shit. i want you out tonight."

i was speechless. he was serious. i had to leave.

i walked to our bedroom and got a suitcase from our closet and packed all of my clothes which took up all of the suitcase. i got a duffle bag and put my macboook, my cameras, my phone charger, and a picture of me and troye inside the bag.

i walked out with my bags and tried to speak to troye but he wouldnt listen.

"give me the car keys" troye said with his hand out. god he looked so hot he was wearing an oversized black and white adidas jumper and boxers, i just wanted to kiss him and cuddle him. but fucked up. bad.

"what?" i said confused on how i was gonna go somewhere.

"give me the keys. i pay for the car, your not taking it."

"well how the fuck am i going to go some where?" i said raising my voice.

"you should've fucking thought about that before you cheated on me!" he said screaming at me as he yanked the keys out of my hand.

"get the fuck out now!" troye said screaming at me.

i walked out and troye slammed the door.

fuck