I was getting in bed with my pjs on, shirts and shorts. Not really your everyday pjs. I turn of the lights in my room. My sister who's is next to me in the other room. In your one bed room, yes we did make a wall with sliding doors. My 15 year old sis want to have her own room. I know she was a sleep, because her side was dark when my lights were on, but I didn't need them on so I turn the lights off. I sort of rush to my bed, and get under the covers quickly. Yes, even though I'm 18. I do still get scared and scarred easily. I grab my stuff you dog, that I had ever since childhood. My heart pounds as I turn over on my tummy still holding pretty tightly to my stuff toy.
It was going to rain and thunder storms were going to come tonight. Witch I hate, because they make me nervous and scared. Deep down I'm not a braves person you would meet. Even though I say that I am, I'm not. With that I try my best to keep calm and do things to get me to sleep. Like thinking mostly, but Youtube is the best to help me sleep. I need to watch some vines as my thoughts go back to Don't Hug Me I'm Scared. Also tons more dark creepiness that was in my mind. I take my covers off my head, and turned on my phone. I clicked Crome on my phone then Youtube. Put "vines" in the the search bar. It loaded for a little bite, then vine compilations pop up. Like always. But there wasn't new vines or any compilations. So I just looked up funny videos of different things and ships of the internet. I felt calm and ready to sleep it was 1:30AM in the morning. Plus I had to work the next day at Walmart. So I turned of my phone completely and put the covers over my head, then I was out like a a light.
I woke up with a start, I had a bad dream. A very weird bad one at that. Even though the nightmares are weird and dark, that some times I have. This one was weirder then all the rest. I feel myself shake and I had sweet all over my body. My breath was havy, but at lest I was breathing. I want to so badly to scream and cry from fear that is clawing my back. But I could because of my sis was sleeping. As I shakes even harder ever before, the tears flowing over my cup hand over my mouth. To be as quiet as I could. My dream was still running in my mind. It felt so real...I killed my whole family. With souless and inhuman was that I can't get out of my head. I was done crying tears of a water fall, but I couldn't stop shaking. My mind went to the most easier thing to think of, why did I even have this dream in the first place. Before I could even think why. I hear a very light tap on my window near me and my bed. My heart felt like it really stopped it hurt with dread. Who was outside of my window?!
