What she did.

What the hell. She's ,my bestfriend

No I've treated her like my best friend. My true friend!!

I never tought that this would happen! damn

"pitch, i know this' sounds stupid. but you're OA na. i know i'm your best friend. pero grabe ee . ung cnabi sakin ni krista mariz kahit d ko nmn sya kilala, feeling ko ako ung mali!" -- That's what she said.

The hell, as if I knew that Krisa left her a message.

"sabi niya kung d nmn daw ako magiging BESTFRIEND sayu, itigil nlng daw natin!

grabe un pitch huh?!" -- She said

Then now, you're reffering in that tone that it's my fault.

It's all me again?

Tell me something like, damn. This is what Krisa told her.

"Hi. You're Gracy's bestfriend right? Alam mo ba? She's in pain right now. Nagkaboyfriend ka lang wala nang bestfriend? Hoy grabe everytime ba na maguusap kayo lagi na lang "next time" YOU ARE HER BESTFRIEND. BESTFRIEND! You should be with her.

Pagkatapos ng lahat? Ng friendship niyo? Nagpinagsamahan niyo? Why leave her? Hindi ba she's ALWAYS there for you! SANA GANUN KA DIN naawa na ako sa kanya Ang dami niya nang problema and yet ung nagiisa niyang bestfriend hindi siya matulungan Hindi ako nangingielam ha? Just please? Kung sasaktan mo lang siya. Itigil niyo na lang. I hate it when I see people hurt Sana magusap kayo ng ayos. Wag magplastikan kasi BESTFRIENDS kayo Please? Kung importante siya sayo, do everything. Alam ko may problema ka din. Sana lagi kayong nandyan para sa isa't isa. Gracy is a nice friend. Lagi ka niyang kinukwento sa akin. Importante ka sa kanya. Sobra"

  Is it my fault that Krisa cares for me so much to the poinbt that she will apply effort in sending her that message?   ---   Ako nanaman ba yung iintindi? I never had the courage to talk back to her cause i'm a damn good friend. I never wanted any wreckls. but, will I just accept those? Of course not. I thought twice that day and bravely told her...   "Ahh. Sooo? Sapul ba? Sorry pitch. Alam mo kasi nagiging attention seeker na ako sayo para lang mafeel ko na importante dba? Some consideration though malayo tayo. Totoo naman dba? I didn't even know na she'll talk to you like that, kasi ayoko ng nagingingielam pa. Kasalanan ko pa ba na may mga totoo pa palang nagmamahal sakin. Ok, oa nga. Pero dba dapatnafi-feel mo rn na sobra na yung next time? Next time pa? Kelan pag sobrang nagsawa ka na?"  

"Tas naramdaman mongcikaw yung mali pitch? Bakit wala namng snabi dun na mali ka dba? Tsaka why not tell me the truth na sawang sawa ka na. Tinatamad kasi nakahanap ka na ng new friends mo."  

"Alam mo pati pitch, si krisa, ang bait nya. Kahit sinasabihan nya ako ng badwords, never syang nawala sa tabi ko. Kahit sinasabi nya minsan na mejo tanga daw ako kasi lagi ko nalang tinitiis na hndi ka kausapinj sya parin yung natulong sakin. Sya yung nagbigay sakin ng lakas ng loob na ilabas lahat. OA sayo to pitch? Why not magpaka-OA ka rin kaht minsan? Pero alam kong hndi mo yun magagawa kasi masaya ka. Pitch 1 month to go aniv nyo na. Owsyet dba ang saya nun."  

"Tsaka di mo ba napapansin? Ako nalang palagi yung masaya pag nagchachat tyo?  

Kasi wala sakin yung happiness na nakukuha mo sa new friends mo.

Wala namang mali sa ating dalwa e."

"And pitch alam mo ang swerte parin nating dalawa. Kasi kahit na iwanan natuin yung isa't isa. ayos lang. Kasi there are people still behind you're back. Ako naman, SANAY na!"

"Pero alam mo pitchy hindi ako masaya pagkasama si Krisa at yung iba pa."

I've waited for her response for almost 2 days and 1 night. i patiently waited but then it came up until a week. Then she said...