See what I though you where everything to me in a matter of mins suddenly became aboustly nothing. I guess you where my moon to my sun. But the moon has to go away right. It can't stay forever your just a vase. Your kinda like a season you stay for a little bit then you leave. That's what I thought of you. I love you always have and will. See the questions we have to ask are self is how are you doing? Are you happy? Does he make you happy? They where all yes. But when you figure out how life going to be either if its close or far. You always will care. They just don't get it. You see you don't want to break them people are like glass once they are broken they can't be fixed. See we where a match but darling matches burn. We will be friends... So of you ... Who am I kidding most of you probably know who I am talking about.. Most not so much. The person I talking about I hope won't read this. But I know he will. I feel bad because I broke him. I guess a broken person can break others. See I may act happy and good like everything is okay but I'm just hiding all that because no one really cares about any bodies problem they are just trying to "help" or be a somewhat nice friend. See to others he maybe weird and dumb and ugly, not an sporty kid. To me he was much more than that. He was all those things but one. He wasn't ugly to me he was dorky cute. Does it matter now no. He's moving. Do I care about him yes it hurts. To when you look at something and he put this.
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This is something that makes you want to read over and over again to let you know how horrible I was.. And everything I lost. Everything I did wrong. He didn't care he just wanted to have me there. I guess we are best friends nothing more nothing less. Why did this happen I don't know. Why did I fall for him. I couldn't help it. Why did you do this to him. It wasn't on purpose. The thing about pain its demanded to be felt. And it is. See the thing is trust is fragile. Just like glass. See don't fall in love so you it gets you broken and killed. We where just kids that where in love.. I guess it was a lesson. We all have to move on..... A/N Idk if I'm going to keep this. I wrote this bc I can't write a good book. And my life is well. A story to tell I guess that is what I'm going to do. I guess you can say bridcast. Don't know if I'm keeping my other books because I suck at writing like really bad. So let me know if I should continue.
