Moments later the nurse Lauren walked in and explained that Billy has to stay in the hospital as he is slightly unwell. Lauren told us that she would look after him overnight until we came again. I asked if she didn't mind and she smiled and told me to go home. We waited for the bus which was only 5 minutes and when the bus came I got on and sat next to Ben who was sat in the window. I was tired and I felt restless. I wanted to curl up in a ball and go to sleep. About 30 minutes later we got off the bus and walked to Ben's house. I was staying at his house whilst his parents were away on a business trip. He put his warm, soft, delicate arm around me as we walked to his. I felt safe. I loved him so much. I actually can't believe I get the privilege to have his children. 15 and pregnant with the fittest lad in school. Life really is at its best.
