missing home : rjs

i. bitter sweet

disclaimer : i purposely don't capitalize okay? okay. also the characters in the book are inspired my real ppl:)

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lindseys pov -

only 10 more minutes you can do this. i thought to myself. my school had to many snow days during the school year so we had to make them up during the summer. our classes would've ended about a month ago but now they end today at 2:00. it was currently 1:50. and i was exactly 9 minutes from putting a bullet in my head. the teacher dragged on about some stupid stuff no one was even listening too. i looked back to my best friend jamie. she looked at me with sad eyes because we both knew what was coming after we finally did get out of school. i would move. don't get me wrong i wanted to get out of school more than i wanted to stay in colorado. all my friends were here. all my memories. everything that made me well me was here. but of course my dad had to leave me and my mom. which meant my mom had to find a job somewhere. and that somewhere was in virginia. she got a job as a child therapy specialist. plus it paid better than any job she could've gotten here. i looked away from my best friend and to the clock. 2 more minutes. 1 more minute.

BRRRRINGGGGGGG

one thing i won't miss is that damn bell. it was the loudest bell ever and i hated it. the bell ringing was a bitter~sweet moment. i grabbed my worn out bag and went up to jamie who automatically engulfed me in a hug. we walked out of school not saying a word. to scared that it would be to much. we said our goodbyes as her mom pulled up in her infamous silver toyota corolla. after jamie left i sat down on the brick wall surrounding the school and waited from my always late mother.

okay this sucked ass. i'll write more later and I might post a couple chapters tonight idk:)