What do I do when you aren't here,
When I miss you,
When I just want to talk to you but I don't know if you want to do the same thing?
What do I do if you leave?
Do I sit in silence thinking about the life I left behind?
But is this new life better than the old?
Only time will tell
Only time will tell if this new life makes me truly happy
If I want to go back to the old
The old life has things that the new life doesn't and it makes me want to run back in fear
But I don't
You wanna know why?
Because though the new life is different from the old one
I like it
I like it a lot and tend to remember the old life thinking
That was once a part of me, but now I've moved on
But was moving on a wise decision?
Or was it one of a fool with fear?
Or was it both?
The old and the new
Which was good
And which was bad
There's a storm in my mind telling me to go back
And the calm that says the new is like honey, it's sweet
But which is right?
I need someone to tell me which is right
I can't make decisions on my own
I can't stand on my own two feet
I wish I had someone to give me advice
Someone who would talk to me
Someone who would listen
Someone to understand
The old was in the past
But now I have the future
And if you don't wanna be apart of it that's ok
But I wish you would be
