chapter 1
Ok let me just get one thing straight, this is not a love story. By any means a love story. Ya know the sappy kind where the nerdy girl falls in love with the popular boy or vice versa. Yeah... No!
I am just a typical girl. Well not really typical but I was a freshman in high school I didnt have a boyfriend I wasn't pretty I didn't have the perfect body. The list goes on & on. I didn't really have any friends either. I am really shy around people I don't know or aren't comfortable with. Well anyways let me tell you my story......
It was a windy, cold October night. Wait no that sounds too professional. Hm how could I start this. Oh I know.
The day I lost my brother was on a October Tuesday. Two days before Halloween. That's how I remember it. I had gotten home from school, walked my dog & my brother told me he was leaving to go to a "yo gotti" concert? Never heard of him. But he was a senior in high school & 17 years old. I had really become close with my brother over the past year & I honestly don't know why. It was around 11:00pm & my mom got a phone call from state police. Saying my brother James & his friends got in an accident. That's all we knew. & also that my brother wasn't gonna make it. James & his friends were hit by a drunk driver & when I heard that new, that's where my life changed forever
Chapter 2
I was always know as James' little sister. Everywhere I went my brother knew someone & I was always know as just that. I was out of school for a week after my brother passed. & when I went back I got sympathy & that's not what I wanted. I wanted to be treated normal. then back at school no one called me james' little sister anymore. I still was even though James wasn't there. I just wanted my life back.
There was always that one kid who treated me normal after my brother passed & that was Collin. Collin was my bestfriend when we were little & we just drifted apart I guess. Collin knew me too well. He knew I didnt want sympathy & that all I really wanted was some one to actually understand.
Chapter 3
Collin walked up to me. I hadnt seen or talked to him in years at least. & all he did was give me a hug. & really that's what I needed.
It had been a month since "that day" my life was just dandy. Not. I missed my brother everyday. I miss him in everything I do. But I had gotten used to it.
Later that day, Luke walked up to me. Luke. Oh Luke. He was a popular guy. We went to preschool together & our family's were friends. Well our moms were. I didn't stoop to his "popular" level. So it was whatever. He said
"Hey James' sister". Woah. I hadn't heard that in so long. It had a ring to I when he said it. I liked that. I knew there was a reason we were always kind of friends.
Anyways, me & Luke talked for a bit & then I had to go to English class. & he went off to where ever.
During English class, I was called out of class to go see the principal. Well this can't be good. I didn't do anything wrong. I don't thing. Well it was a long walk to the principals & I was thinking of what I did. Nothing. Nada. I did nothing wrong.
I walked into the office & he had a strange look on his face. Kind of depressed but mad at the same time. I got more worried. I had been thru so much. I don't know when to not worry.
Well, the principal talked to me about my brother for a while & then stopped. Out of nowhere. "I have completely forgotten why you are here oh silly me" like who the hell uses the word silly.
