Suicidal Mother

Suicidal Mother Chapter 1

There I was once again with the razor on my arm, blood oozing down dripping onto my jeans. I promised my best friend I wouldn't but I felt worthless, mom yelling at me all the time, dad abusing me till I bleed. I have a twin sister but she's so perfect she doesn't get abused, mainly because she lives in California with our grandparents. I'm Emo, I've been living like this for three years now. I've been impregnated by my dad six times, miscarriage four times and abortion the other two, and I was only sixteen I suddenly felt the need to throw up "not again" I groaned, wait dad hasn't raped me for six months now, could I be pregnant with the popular Emo's baby? I went over to my dresser and grabbed out a pregnancy test

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I can't believe it I'm pregnant with the popular Emo's baby.

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I walked into school an right up to my friends, Eli, Mel, Jinx, Chase, and Jaxon. "hi Joey" Eli and Mel said at the same time "hi" I said not sounding very happy "what's wrong?" Chase asked concerned, he was like a brother to me he would be by my side for anything. "You know how I went to that party last week?" I ask Chase "Yeah" he replied "D-d-do you know J-J-Jacob D-Dean?" I asked getting jittery "what the hell did he do?" Chase asked getting overprotective "He g-got me p-p-p-pregnant" I said and broke out crying. "I'm gonna help you through this" Chase says. "I need to tell Jacob" I said "Okay we will go over together" Chase says "Jacob, Chase and I need to talk to you" I said quietly so only Jacob and Chase could hear,

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"Okay what do you need?"Jacob said "I'm- sorry cant do this" I said "She's pregnant, with your child." Chase answered for me. I looked away ashamed not daring to look at him. "So...." Jacob replied. "So? So? Is that all you have to say?" Chase said getting overprotective again. "Are you not going to take responsibility?" Chase says after Jacob didn't answer his last question. Finally Jacob responded "Not my fault that no protection was used." "Not youre Fault? Youre the one with the dick that the condom goes on!" I Finally replied. "Whatever" Jacob Says Laughing and returns to the conversation he had going before this dilema.

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"What is (X+1)+((2X*2X)+X3+25) when X is 3?" Mr. Martinez Said, Mr. Martinez is the most strict and awful teacher you could ever imagine, he gives out 8 pages of double sided homework that we need to turn in the next day. "Ms. CARTER" " Uhhhh" I said. This day could not get any worse than before. "Ms.Carter I'm waiting." "45" I said finally. "Wrong" "Mr.Stewert?" Mr.Martinez said "36" "Wrong students what is happening here you should know this answer!!" Mr.Martinez said very annoyed with the answers given. "The correct answer is 74!" Maud said in her impatient voice. In my math class she is known as Miss Know-It-All, Mr.Martinez practicaly praised her. "Finally a correct answer from Miss Evans." Mr.Martinez relived of the situation. "Maud ick." I said in a voice that was not audible(could hear).

"RRRIIINNNGGG"

"FFFREEEEDOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!" We all screamed well except for Maud who seems to like math a little too much.

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Lunch time!!! Me, Chase, Eli, Mel, JInx, and Jaxon sat at our table a little away of the populars. "So what happened with Jacob" Mel and Eli said in perfect timing "I'd rather not talk about it" "Okay then so how was your weekend then?" Mel said akwardly. "I went to gym and scored 8 out of 10 against Jinx on basketball" Jaxon said. " You play Basketball?" Mel asked. " No it's the reason I lost." Jinx replied annoyed. "Hey look there already lining up for the food." Chase said drawing attention to lunch. Todays lunch was Mac&Cheese, salad, milk, and oranges. At least it's a decent meal.

* At the end of the dayish

Chases POV

I can't believe it after all whats happened to Joey, Jacob walks in and gets her pregnant and doesn't even care!!! I should be supportive of Joey after all whats happened. How did she even end up with him, sure he's popular and she was invited to his party. Still he should know what would happen if.you don't use a condom while having sex.

"RRRRIIIINNNNGGGG" - the end of the day bell.

"Hey Joey so what are you going to do now?"- I said "I don't know, but i can't tell my parents." Joey replied "And if you do" I said "I'll probably get kicked out" Joey said nervously. "If you do get kicked out you can live with me!" - trying to make her feel better about the current situation if this does happened. "Thanks Chase"- Joey said a bit relieved.

Joey POV

"Thanks Chase"- I said. It's a good thing I still have someone to turn to in this kind of situation. If I tell mom and dad they'll get mad and dad probably knows he hasn't raped in the past six months. Mom will just get mad about how I haven't learned my lesson with dad and all. If they do kick me out Chase did say I could live with him "Hello earth to Joey"- Chase said a little worried. "Your house is that way" pointiong to the other direction from where I was walking. "Oh right"- I said. "Chase I think I will tell them and if I do get kicked out can I stay with you?"- I said nervously. "Sure"

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'WWHHAATT!!!!" - Both my parents said at the same time. "GOERGE WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER NOW!!!" "ME I DID NOTHING the past six months!!" - my dad said fierusly. "WEll If IT WASN'T YOUTHEN WHO!!!" Mom turned to me with angry eyes if I wasn't so used to this I would have been terrified. "Anywhooo JOEY PACK YOUR BAGS YOUR'E OUT OF HERE!!!!!!" - Mom yelled at me. I ran upstairs knowing my mom is holding down my dad so he wouldn't beat me in my condition. It's a good thing that my things were packed before I confronted them. I ran back downstairs with my stuff and out the door hoping my parents didn't see me.

Chase POV

It was like an hour since I left Joey at her house. Suddenly the doorbell rang like crazy. "Coming" - I said to whoever is at the other side of the door. "Joey are you okay."- I said worried about her."*gasp*yeah" - Joey said hunched over and out of breath. "Come in should I get you some water?" "Thanks"- Joey said in a much normal voice now. I ran into the kitchen where for some water and she was in the living room with a suitcase."Here's your water" - I said "Thanks"- Joey said "Is the suitcase what I think it is"-I said. "Hmm... Yeah"- Joey said a litle sad. "My older brother is off to college so he won't be back for a long time though he does send money, the room I share with him is half empty so you can stay there if you want?" "Thanks Chase for everything" - Joey. "Soo um are you going to keep the child" "I guess I will" - Joey said "Then I'll help you" suddenly Joey smiles and hugs me tight and I hug her back.