uncovered truths.

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___'s POV

"Astonishing, she grew wings" Sebastian  wispers almost as breathless as the others. In an attempt to help he takes a step twords me almost instantly he is trown away, slaming into a side table and falls in a painful 'thump' onto the floor, a rare sight of fear is evidant in his deep blood red eyes. All at once i hear them, i hear the voices the others resanating inside my mind. My soul. A shallow grave of dred and remembrance courses through me. What i was runing from. The pain and lost i had tried so hard to hide from, my questions i wanted so badly to blind my mind from, returned. And still in this madness i felt free.

Pain is freedom.
I realize this now i am a goddess born of fear and laughter, a combination of all nightmares and dreams...a everything that was ever thought of.

Finny all at once runs to me, passing my invisable deffence and wraps his arms around me quicky pulling me close and onto his lap cradling me i all at once felt the rush of how real the pain felt. But the soft imbrace of his saftey and promised healing calmed my mind and voices to cease and i faded into the darkness of unconsciousness.

The dreams begin

We where so close. A faded figure walks away. A unknowing force of not haveing a way to awnser the questions he asked. I saved so many unspoken words. The painof heart brake starts slow the more and more i realize that the boy was in my arms and walking away at the same time. I killed him....it hits me a flash of red and tears erupts and a screem resanating in my chest, in my heart flowed and rushed in a loud chilling pain, of second hand thoughts and saftey lost all love gone. Becuase of my hand something so small creates much emptiness and sorrow.

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