Dear Diary

FML

I dont know what it is that makes me think my life is an eff up...I dont care anymore im so fricken tired...tored of being tired...its 11:30PM here...I wish I wasnt really here....I wish the guy that I love knew how much he meant to me...and how I wouldnt be alive without my 4 closest friends (Claire,Will,Kayla.and Aspen) without them...id be dead...completely gone, I dont want to live.with my parents, they worry too much...today I found out that this kid Zach "loves" me...I dont think I could do that to one of my best friends...plus I dont even like him...idk maybe I just like the fact that he likes me? idk it happned.with Will...I never really liked him..I liked that he liked me...now I know for.sure I like him...I dont love him...just like like...a lot...but I have school in 7 hours...so I should go to sleep...FML