THIS LOVE [ ON HOLD ]

Prologue

PROLOGUE 

BUT IT WAS YOU WHO LEFT ME

[ Adam's POV] 

Dear Sara, 

                   It's been a year and a half since I've been writting to you. Well not technically since i haven't sent any of my lettters [even though i wish i could]. Life without you hasent been easy. It never has. Even a piece of writting of yours might be able to get me out of this depression but I've already read all of them...I miss you. I hate to accept this but i have been crying alot these days. You must laugh at me I'm sure..for crying out loud! but I can't help myself. I cry for the memories, the pain..the time i thought that i almost had you. Mum screams at me for moping around like a girl. Sometimes I don't feel like living anymore. But I can't leave mum here all alone. So I've decided...decided to stop moping around and wasting my life. I'm gonna try this time. I know I've said it a million times but it's time that I finally live up to what I say. I'll try. I swear I will. 

                                                                                                                                                    Love Adam.

I folded my letter, put it inside a golden envelope and slid the letter into my bedside table drawer along with all the other letters. I stood up, changed into a pair of jeans, a dark gray shirt and a black jacket. I ran down the steps of my house towards the front door where I sat and tied the laces of my sneakers and ran out the front door. 

It had snowed last night. I ran carefully but fast so that none of the people would recognise me and start asking me questions to where was I going and what I was doing. I do not know how long I had walked for and how many houses I had crossed until i finally reacher my destination. Reached that house. Reached her house. It looked the same. The blue coloured walls and the white windows. The front door and yard was covered in snow. I walked slowly towards the backyard..towards where it had happened. Towards where her life ended. Where my life ended. 

I could here someone crying. A woman. It was her, i was sure. After all she called me. I tried not to look at that spot instead I looked straight ahead. The womans back faced me. She was dressed in a black ed hardy jacket and a pair of dark jeans. Her old and gray hair was pulled into a messy bun. I walked towards her, as soon as she sensed my presence she turned to look at me. Instead of looking at her face and into her eyes..i looked at what lay behind her. A grave. Sara's grave. My sara.

"I knew you'd come" she said.

"I had to."

"why did she do this? Why? She was the only one I had left. I don't know how my life is going to go on without her. Without the both of them." she said pulling me into a tight hug and sobbing into my chest. 

"She didn't just leave you, she left me too..." 

A long silence filled the air.

"You haven't been yourself lately Adam...and don't try disagreeing to me. I spoke to your mother yesturday Adam. She's worried. She thinks she lost you the day I lost my own preciour daughter Sara. Don't do this to your mother Adam...Please." she begged me.

I gulped as the both of us turned to look at the grave..

             Rip

       Sara Jones 

a beautiful daughter 

           and an

   amazing friend. 

Now in god's care.

I couldn't hold in the tears that were now threatening to fall and so I cried. Cried for her. Cried for myself. My sara, my loving..

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Hey guys! did you like it? I will be uploading the 1st chapter on staurday or maybe even before that...if there are any gramatical errors can you please tell me??? Thanks alot!!!

Sophia :)