Carefree

IM WEAK

I got a text from Lennox telling me to meet her in her dads house. I'm guessing it was for my party so I decided to get dressed. I was wearing a black crop top and a small purple skirt. I also put a purple neon strip in my hair. When I got in my Chrysler, young and beautiful, by Lana Del Rey, played from my iPhone. I sung along until I reached my destination.

I've seen the world. Done it all. Had my cake now. Diamonds, brilliant. In Bel-air now. How summers night. Mid July. When you and I were forever wild. The crazy days. City lights. The way you played with me like a child.

Will you still love me, when I'm no longer young and beautiful. Will you still love me, when I've got nothing but my aching soul. I know you will. I know you will. I that you will. Will you still love me when in no longer beautiful.

My song was interrupted when my phone had glowed up with a picture of Melanie. I put the phone on the speaker. Hey baby star, she spoke as I felt myself shiver. I have no control f myself when I hear her voice. It's like she puts me into a trance. I know I've got to get over this feeling. But its to damn hard. Pause. Hey baby girl what you want, I ask. So I need you to pick me up at my house right quick, then we can go to where you were going. I smirked, knowing I was just being used as her ride. She knew I was going to the party. If I had to then I would act coy. Umm yes sure Mel, I'm on my way. Thanks a bunches, she said. I don't know how we would be in this car without fucking each others minds out.

When I arrived melanie was in a pink bra/crop top and a black mini, mini, mini, mini skirt. I could feel the wetness between my thighs. I won't do this to Lenny. Melanie's hair was black and pink again. She stared at me and entered my car. I played Tag you're it and me sung along. When she started I was about to wet my pants.

Looking at me through your window. Girl you had your eye out for a little. I'll cut you up and make you dinner. You've reached the end you are the winner.

I started and I felt her starring at me intensely. I couldn't help it. I know I'm weak. I pulled the car over and started singing my part and I changed the words,

Rolling down your tented windows. Driving next me real slow. She said, let me take you on a joy ride. Melanie eat the candy in me inside.

I opened my legs and she unbuckled her seat belt. I layed my seat back. She pulled down my skirt and underwear. I felt her breath and she did what I told her to. My heart wants to Len, but my body wants Melanie. I also want to light up a blunt. So I did while we both were busy.