Attention

Prologue

I was taught that if a guy loved you he would do anything for you. He would give you his undivided attention no mater what. I was taught wrong. I learned that when I met him. He changed my prospective of guys. I had known him ever since I moved here. He treated me so nicely at first then things took a turn for the worst. He grew distant and acted like he didn't care. The feeling that he no longer loved me constantly ached my heart. I told him this. He brushed me off with an "I love you.", but I knew he didn't really mean it. It felt like he didn't mean it. But I remember it hurt and it hurt bad. I no longer am happy in this relationship but I know I could be if he just tried a little bit harder. He was a YouTuber, gamer, student and boyfriend. That's a lot t juggle I know but if he knew he couldn't handle a relationship why be in one? Was it hard to say no? Did he want to just be claimed? Did he want to just boast about having a girlfriend? These questions drove me crazy but I would never get an answer out of him, that I knew for sure.