We're definitely going to hell. . .
But we'll have the best stories to tell!
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AԲtɛʀ ɓɛiɳg Բѳʀcɛɗ to spend the day with the boys I decided to live a little, so when they asked were I lived I communicated with them on a peace of paper asking for the address and telling them I'd meat them there. Right this instant I was getting finished with my outfit, hair and makeup.
Looking in the mirror I thought, you look good for once. But in reality I new better. I new I looked like I was trying to heard, but I didn't care. For once I was going to do what I wanted, even if that meant looking like a whore.
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After two hours I heard my fathers truck pull out, this happened ever Tuesday and Thursday night. My father goes out with his brothers and goes to watch underground fights. That is were he gambles away most of his money, only to come back and blame it on me. Sometimes I think he does it on purpose, just to hit me. To watch me silently cry. But I'm to weak to do anything.
I hurriedly go down the stairs, within thirty minutes I am at the party house. I look down at my warn wrist watch, 10:05pm. I have until 3:30am before my father is home. Plenty of time to get a couple of drinks and walk home. Walking into the house it smelled strongly of marijuana and alcohol. Homey. It put me at ease, even though it shouldn't have it did, to breath in the scent of my home. Going straight to the kitchen I head for the unopened drinks, they have liquor in shot glasses on the bar but I'm not stupid. So, I grab the big bottle of liquor and open it. I may not like drinking alcohol but its only a one time thing.
Downing a fourth of the bottle I start walking around. I see Dean at the Beer Pong table and go to him, standing behind him I watch him make shot after shot. He's good at that. I say in my head.
"Hey girl, you gonna stand there or play?" a male jock says from across the table.
Dean looks back and his eyes immediately light up.
"MAY❗ I thought you weren't gonna show up! You wanna play while I text the guys and tell them your here? Its easy you just aim and bounce." with out giving me time to answer he left me there with a hand full of balls. Ping-pong balls! I'm not nasty I would never hold male testicles in my hand you nasty minded child!
Not understanding what to do-well I understand, I just don't want to.- I lay the PING-PONG balls down on the table and walk away, leaving the males at the table confused. I go outback to the yard and sit on an old rusted swing. Chugging out of my liquor bottle I start to feel as if I'm just like my father, he started with alcohol and now he is a full blown drug addict.
I sit and let the tears silently fall from my eyes. Hurriedly drinking the more of the alcohol, I swipe at my eyes feeling weak and pathetic.
You feel pathetic because you are pathetic. A waist of space, time, energy, and money.
A voice boomed in my mind. It was right, I'm useless. Why am I here when I should be home, cleaning and studying? Why was I here at all? I should have never been born. I was no good to this world.
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A while later many shadows fall over me, but I was to out of it to notice until I hear my name. Looking up I see a few very familiar boys standing close to me.
"Who the fuçk are you?!?" I say only to start coughing one boy falls to his knees and crawls over to me.
"You have a very beautiful voice my queen, it is so captivating I thi-" he was interrupted by me.
"No," I state, I know he is only complimenting me to get a thrown and rule my kingdom alongside me, but I don't want to share my kingdom. It's mine!
"You didn't let me finish, I think yo-"
"NO! You cannot rule beside me no matter how many times you complement me! I do not need a co-ruler!" I say rather rudely, than I feel bad for yelling at him, "I am sorry for yelling peasant, but I do not need your help ruling beside me. And you need not defy me." I say a-matter-a-factly.
"Yes my queen," he said and stood to walk back to his fellow worriers.
"Dean... Your an idiot," I pointed my staff at the handsome boy who called my knight an idiot only to have it leak the magic juice from inside it.
"Did you drink all of what's missing from the bottle?" the boy asked.
"this is not a bottle it is obviously a staff filled with magic! " I say dramatically while shaking my staff at him wildly.
" OK, that's it. It's time to go home." He said
I gasped and so did my young knight.
"you dare tell me what to do, I am your queen! I do not obey you, you are to obey me young worrier!" I say.
"what he means my queen is that it is time to rest, running a kingdom is hard work and a queen needs her sleep." The young knight says.
I thought for a moment, they all looked sincere and I was getting sleepy.
"Fine, fine. But you must carry me." I say to the young worrier.
And in the young mans arms I couldn't feel more at home, safe, and relaxed. With that on my mind, I fell asleep to the sensation of his strong arms around me. This night couldn't get better.
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Hello, and welcome to the end of chapter five!
I was actually proud of this chapter but I want your thoughts, how did you think it would end? What do you think will happen next?
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