It's been 4 months. 4 months since I lost the love of my life. 4 months since I became depressed. 4 months I've been living with my mom and gave up on living anywhere else. 4 months since one direction wasn't one direction anymore. 4 months of hell.
It's October now. I told Niall happy birthday back in September. He said thanks. I asked how he was doing. He didn't answer.
I have completely destroyed my life. Just because I decided to give in to a small feeling I had. That wasn't even worth it.
I still text Harry every now and then. He tells me how Niall is. Thank god their friendship didn't ruin.
Today I was going out. Out instead of being stuck in this damn house. I made a friend last month that I met at my work place. I work at forever 21. Yes big deal, I know.
Her name is Kenzie. She's 22. She's sweet, but she loves to party. So she's taking me out with her today.
"You ready?" Kenzie popped into my room, smiling at me brightly. Her blonde hair touched the middle of her back, and her favorite thing was red lipstick. It made her white teeth even brighter than they were.
"Almost." I stated, pushing the brush through my hair once more.
"You look great. let's go." She smiled, pulling me up by my hand. I said bye to my mom, telling her where I was going and also saying I would be home late. "Be careful." was the last thing she said to me for the night before I was out of the door and in the car.
"Are you ready to get fucked up or what?" Kenzie started the car, jumping up a little bit in her seat.
"Yes." I said, no expression on my face.
I was. I was so ready to try and move on with my life. Because it sure did look like Niall moved on with his.
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Sexting Niall Horan
FanfictionMy name is Ella Styles, and no I'm not related to Harry Styles. I'm 18 years old and recently graduated from high school. I would say that I'm tall and fit. My dark brown hair stops in the middle of my back and I have brown eyes. I'm from Florida, b...
