Life Changes

the times

Paiges pov.

So Tyler has been drinking here lately. I don't know what is wrong but
I miss my Tyler.

Hey I'm down and Tyler drank way to much you want him home or at my place? I get the text from bow.

Sure bring him home.

So Tyler gets home and he is wasted!

"Hey-sh paige! You sanna drink?" Tyler mumbles.

"Tyler let's go to bed." I tell him.

"Bow go in to chases room. He's 1 but watch him so I can handle Tyler."

He runs back there and I go up to Tyler.

"Kiss me." I said and he did.

I pulled alway and he pulled me closer. If he is kissing me he won't hurt me. I told him to head to the room for me and him time. Ha! Not happening. A little lie never hurt for a drunk person.

"Bow I got this." I yelled.

Tyler came in and was angry. He yelled at me so I slapped him. I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him.

Bow gave me the signal of he's leaving so I had Tyler alone.. drunk...

"Hey! Let's goo to bed."he picked me up and dropped me on the bed.

I didn't know what to do so I let him kiss me.

I couldn't stand it and I hid a pack of cigs so I went and smoked a cigarette.

Just as I got done and hid my pack I went to bed and Tyler woke up. I went to brush my teeth and the smoke smell from him. I hate I can't just tell him but he'd get mad.

So as he got up he looked at me like I was a ghost.

"Whoa.. so what happened last night."

"So you got wasted. I didn't know how to handle you so I let you go."

"I didn't did I?!" He looked at me.

"Hell no! You did touch me alot but it's ok I kept you from hitting me. We kissed alot so you wouldn't yell." I start tearing up from the hurt.

"Oh baby. I'm so sorry. We drank and I didn't know. I-"

"It's ok I was scared because I didn't know how you would be." I started crying.

"Oh baby. I'm so sorry!"

"I was just s-so scared. You kissed me so differently. And and.. I was so worried about what would happen if you had to much."  I sobed.

"Oh its ok it's ok!" He held me close and never asked about smoking.

"You don't have to smoke. I know you frank this morning and smoked. I got up for water and saw you." He smiled.

"I go sorry a cig is bad for me but I really needed it."

"It's ok just don't worry its not giving to happen agian." He kissed me. It was soft and I just had to kiss him agian.

Tomarrow morning-
So after me and Tyler talked last night I got up and drank coffee. I didn't smoke or put liquor in it. I'm 24 and Tyler is 25. I have a kid and don't need to smoke.

So I left early to he to the ranch. We are going to build a house out there.

So I was checking on the horses when my phone rings.

"Where are you? Where's chase?!" He sounds conserned.

"Relax. Chase is with the baby colt by me and moonshine." I say giggling.

"Ok. I'll be there at 6:50."

"Ok bye babe." I hang up.

I've really struggled with drinking today. I've just been really depressed. I had 2 beers today and it's not even 7 yet. 

Ok. I'm going to leave and go on a trip. I need to go live.

Just then chase runs to Tyler.

"Hey babe." I smile.

"Hey. So I'm leaving." I say and he's so confused.

"I'm leaving. I don't know where I'm going, but I am leaving tomarrow and driving. I don't know when I'll be back but I'm leaving bc I feel traped."

"But chase. Why baby stay." He heads out of the barn.

Tylers pov.

So Paige goes and tells me that she's leaving. Why the f*ck is de leaving? I got pissed off so I walked outside.

No! She can't leave! I run and jump into my truck and yell. She comes to the truck and I just started the engine. I told her I'm leaving I'll be at the house.

Paiges pov.
Tyler storms off and drives away as I try to explain. He storms off and I just brake down crying. I feel so broken but I can't help but think Tyler doesn't love me anymore.

So being me I grab chase and get in the truck and drive. I just keep driving.

Once we get out of town I deside to head to Rockwall and stay at a hotal. Tyler calls me 3 times.

Tyler me and chase are at a hotal. You stormed off so I desided we will stay at a hotal. I'm out of town. Hope u still love me. We will be going shopping tomarrow and be back tomarrow night.  He texted back

Ok baby I always love you. Did I do something wrong?

I ignore the rest and go chick fa lay. Chase played at the playground and we meet at father and daughter. His name was James and his daughters name is Stephanie. He was just like us. He left for a day. We laughed and the kids played. When me and chase got done shopping, we headed home.

I told Tyler and he thought that was so funny.

So I texted James and him snd his family came and meet mine.

We all talked and shared stories. We later found out his dad was my step-dad.

I put chase to bed and talked to Tyler.

"So what do you think about having a nother kid?" I asked..

"I would in joy that!" He said and I laughed.

He touched my leg. "Not now. Some time but not now."

So bow came over around 10.

"So Tyler when are you gonna get this girl pregnant?" I busted out laughing.

"Well.." Bow chuckled.

So we drank and talked.