Chapter 9

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Simons POV

"What was I thinking your such a fucking idiot Simon!"

Why did I just kiss her I ruined everything! Now she must hates me why wouldn't she I looked like such a dick and I made her break her promise to her brother. Not only that I broke my promise to Josh. Fuck what kind of friend was I!

Why couldn't I just forget about her?! I mean I just met her and had already kissed her! Why couldn't I stay away from her! I couldn't keep making her choose between keeping her promise and me.

"Come on Simon forget about her you have more important stuff to worry about like videos!" Scolding myself as I sat down in my computer chair.

Starting to work on editing a video but only getting halfway through editing it only to be interrupted by JJ.

"Simon the guys are here to watch the game hurry up!"

"Okay Jide I'll be down in a few"

Hearing my door close I started getting up, quickly giving myself a look in the mirror. Dreading to go downstairs knowing she would be there. I just had to hang low for a bit and try to avoid her.

Once I reached the first floor my stomach flipped when I saw Hailey. She looked so beautiful in the outfit I picked. She was so perfect if only she was mine but I screwed up.

Quickly remembering that I wasn't alone I looked away from Hailey to see who was here. Like usual Ethan,Tobi,Harry,Callux were here but to my surprise calfreezy was also here.

Fucking prick to be honest I never really like calfreezy there was always something about him that made me feel uneasy around him. Knowing his personality I knew he was going to flirt with Hailey he always tried to get with every girl he met.

Walking over towards the back I leaned onto a wall while everyone met Hailey. I zoned out for bit until I heard Cal utter that word Babygirl it completely snapped me out of my thoughts. Looking over towards Hailey I saw she was in Cals arms with his arm tightly wrapped around his waist.

Did he just cal her babygirl?? No he couldn't have only I could call her that! Only I could she was mine not his! It took everything in me to not rip him off my precious Hailey.

Switching my eyes towards Cal seeing that bastard all over her. If looks could kill he would be dead. Clenching my hands and jaw trying to contain my anger as I felt my veins pop out. Noticing my stare he did something that made my blood boil. He pulled Hailey closer to him sending my a evil wink with a stupid fucking smirk on his face. Almost like he was trying to tell me that she was his not mine. Oh how much I wished I could wipe that stupid smirk of his face with a punch

Switching my stare back to Hailey our eyes met. Her emerald green eyes met my icy blue eyes. Her stare was full of confusion almost like she was wondering why I was angry.

Did she not see how the prick was acting? Just as I decided I had enough and had to intervene I was cut off by JJ.

"Okay enough of this lovey dovey shit the games about to begin let's go!" JJ yelled walking toward the lounge.

Deciding it was for the best to follow him and not cause a scene. Walking towards the lounge with rest. I turned to see that Hailey and that prick didn't follow they stayed behind. By the time I decided to go back and get her we already arrived at the lounge. Quickly seating down onto the couch while the guys turned the tv on.

"Simon buddy you okay you look like your about to kill someone?"

"Oh yeah just a headache"

"Is little Simon jealous of Freezy cause his all over Hailey?" Ethan teased

"Why would I be jealous of that prick now watch the fucking game!" I snapped back quickly regretting what came out of my mouth instantly.

"Fine geez"

Not bothering with a response I quickly turned my attention to the tv. 10 minutes had passed and Hailey and cal hadn't come back. That fucking prick if he touched her he was dead.

Luckily they finally appeared all smiles and giggles. Why couldn't that be her and me? Cal didn't deserve her! Seeing her walk over to me I was surprised. Unfortunately that prick followed and sat next to her why couldn't his just piss off.

"Well I can think of something that can entertain you Babygirl"

Hearing him call her that name once again completely snapped my last ounce of patience. I completely exploded in anger I couldn't contain it anymore.

"Can you two stop fucking each other!" I yelled storming out of the room not caring who saw.

Heading for the first place that I saw which so happened to be the kitchen. Walking into the dark kitchen I ignored the light switch. Walking over to a counter. I completely collapsed only my arms held my up over the counter.

All these horrible thoughts entered my brain! Was he better than? Was I just worthless? Was I not good enough? Thankfully her angelic voice interpreted my demon thoughts.

"Simon?"

"Yes?" I replied not turning around to face her

"Why did you storm off?

"WHAT DOES HE HAVE THAT I DON'T!" I yelled turning around to face her pounding my fist against the counter with anger.

Seeing her cower back away from me almost like she was afraid of me. Her eyes filled with fear almost terror. It made me feel disgusted with myself for making her the most beautiful girl ever feel like that.

"Look I'm sorry for yelling I just don't get why your all flirty with that prick and with me your the complete opposite" I mumbled with a sigh

"Look Simon you know you and me will never happen not because I don't want it to happen but because Josh won't allow it but for some odd reason he's okay with me dating any of the others so please Simon forget about me in that way I really want us to be friends I mean were living together we have too"

Hearing her say those words broke me. I couldn't process what she said I didn't want to understand. Deep down I knew she was right we had to stop this shit and just be friends it was for the best.

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Sorry this chapter is so long I just wanted to give you Simons point of view dont worry next chapter we'll be in Haileys point of view✨

Thx for reading💕

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