"CHANCES"

PART 1

Ano ngaba ang second chance? when we have to give it? and who is the person who deserves a second chance

Im peachy dela rosa 2nd year college and 19 years old ihave a boyfriend sya si johnsil, johnsil cayam , since highschool kami na kaya para sakin hirap nalang bitawan lahat nang bagay kahit sawa kana , kahit na pilit kana nyang binitawan , kumakapit kapadin , daming tao nagsasabi tanga ka , pero dipanila kase alam kung pano magmahal yung isang katulad ko .

june 19, 2015

this day akala ko perfect na lahat coz its our anniv , i prepared soemthing for him , im so exited kung ano ba magaganap ngayon , but im wrong , 2:00 pm na dipadin nyako binabati or what , so i went to him to check him, pagpasok ko nang kwarto nya isaw him , and he's very drunk , ngayon nalang nya ulet ginawa to, kaya nagalit ako

me: wtf are you doing to yourself? papatayin mobasarili mo? alam mong dika malakas uminom diba? sil! wala akong alam dito!

him: wala kang pake , you're a bitch you're useless idont need you so get out .

nathimik nalang ako , yes it hurts a lot na marinig mismo sakanya na he dont need me , pero kahit na ganon , inalagaan konalang sya , pinunusan kosya , i cooked for him nagpaturo ako sa mommy nya , hanggang sa nawala yung tama nya,

me: better?

him: yes

me: bat galit kaba sakin? (kahit na dikotanungin alam ko yung sagot)

him: nope , im sorry for my words

me: i know there's something wrong , you can share with me

him: you're a cheater

me: what? im a cheater

him: naalala mo yung break up natin na umabot nang 1 month , you're flirting with to my bestfriend

me: im not flirting him , wtf

him: so what doyou call that? he just want to comfort you? , you know i dont want to talk get out

"lumabas ako , nakasalubong ko si tita i give her a smile , a sarcastic smile , when igot home , i saw blade in my room , i just want to finish my life idont want to hurt , i send him a goodbye message , naseen nya yung message pero wala syang reply , naglaslas ako , natamaan ugat ko , ifeel numb , wala kong maramdamn , hanggang sa may pumasok nang room ko , isaw him , she hugged me and saying "im sorry i dont want to loose you"

Lilinawin kolang, idont flirt vincent (his bestfriend) i dont flirt with anyone , i know there's a sweet messages in our conversation ,
But thats my sister , coz he like vincent very much , bat ba may gantong mga tao , napaka judgemental naman .

When i got recover , i talked to him ,

Me: thats not me , thats grace , she always use my facebook to chat vincent coz vincent block her , icant cheat you , icant ,

Him: im sorry , pero dinako naniniwala
(Crying)

Me: please forgive me, please give me second chance a last chance to fix this

Since that day i always take care of him , he changed , dinasya sweet katulad nang dati , napapadalas nadin yung pagsasabi nya nang masasakit na salita sakin , but i accept that .
Gusto konang sumuko , gusto konang sumuko