The moment I finally said that, I had a chance and I used it at the wrong time. He stopped hugging me. He stood up and stood there for a second. "You don't remember me?" he said in a sad tone. I looked at him like he was crazy. What is he talking about? "No. Do I?" I looked at him like I did. But I don't even know him at all.
"You don't at all? I'm your friend. Dean? You don't remember me?" He looked at me in shock. I stood up in my hospital bed and looked at him confusingly. "Dean?" I remember now. I met him at a party about two years ago. That ended kinda awkward. " Dean from the party. Two years ago Dean?" I looked at him in shock. "I'm so sorry! I didn't recognize you at all!" I started to put my head in my hands. He pushed my hands down gently. I lifted my head and can feel him breathing on me.
He smells like cinnamon. "Its okay. I didn't recognize you until someone told me your name." He started to hug me again. His hugs make me feel warm. Like overheating warm. Like a big grizzly bear. Anyways you get the point. I looked up. I almost touched his lips. "So what you doing working here as a doctor?" I said while blushing. He looked at me. His body language looks like he's saying "Look how cute she is when she blushes."
He stood there smiling for a moment. Staring into my hazel green eyes. "Well I was making shows and thought I would go back to my normal job so I can take care of people that I would care about. Besides I care about everyone." I looked at him. I started blushing more and started smiling. I shook my head and pretended that he was a normal doctor. " That's good." I started smiling trying not to blush again. "Well I should get going back to work. So i'll come back when I get a chance." He started to leave the room. "Nice meeting you again Dean." He stopped and turned around while smiling. "Nice meeting you again as well summer." Then he left the room.
I wonder If I might live. I'm more worried about me trying to live. Not about guys. I need to just live life no matter what gets in my way. Today, I'm starting to do things before I die. I might die today. But all I know is i'm gonna die someday no matter if I want to or not.
