In The State Of Nirvana

Chapter 1

Hi, my name Is lyrix renaye Robinson, I am 17 years old. I weigh 156lbs. I am around 5'6 in height. I live in an apartment with my dog Finley. I Major in music production. I love to go Christmas shop-snap! My pencil broke in my strong train of thought. I get up and walk over to the pencil sharpener. I walk pass the teacher ,and around a desk to get there. I sit there sharpening my pencil and listening to the loud noise of the sharpener. It sounds like a swarm of bees that are angry. I pull out my pencil ,and start to walk back to my seat when Andy Duncan (my best friend) walks up to me and hands me a pencil to sharpen. I look at her with a smile. She giggles at me, I turn around and sharpen her pencil for her, Ms.Robinson... My teacher Mrs. Brock says. "Y-yes, I say kinda nervous. "Did you finish your all about me essay for today's homework." I froze for a couple minutes, and calmed down when I realized I was on the last question. "well, Mrs.Brock I am on the last question." I said boldly . She smiled well Lyrix did you did you remember that there is a backside to the paper? I frowned and quickly smiled again realizing I did the backside before I did the front so I wouldn't forget, But I kept that to myself. "yes, I did in fact... I walk over and finish the paper by putting my final answer on the paper. I handed her the paper and she frowned from her loss in an argument with me ,but she hid it with a quick smile. I sat at my desk surprised at my sudden streak of bravery, and gloating on my victory with the witch of a teacher Mrs. Brock is. The bell rang and Andy caught up to me. She looked at me stunned. "What was that!? Well, Andy I think I just totally blew off the teacher. You sure as hell did, you could have gotten a detention." I frowned "this is not the praise I hoped to get from you" I said trying to sound sad. Andy smiled at me ,and kiddingly elbowed me in the arm. "well, Ms. Robinson I think getting lunch would be the proper praise for this situation don't you think?" I smiled at her "yes, I think that would be the greatest praise anyone could get." we walked into the lunch room we ran into the biggest douche bag in the entire world, Alec FUCKING McMasters . I frowned at his presence. He is Andy's current "boyfriend" ,and I do not approve of him. He saw Andy and I walk in the cafeteria and he waved us over to him. I really just wanted to flip him off, but ya know I try to be nice. We walked over and sat next to him and his acquaintances. I really don't like calling them his friends.... Because there more like his pets. I really don't like it when a guy thinks he's better than everyone else, and has an advantage because he is cool. To be honest I don't think he is cool at all, I think he is a pretty average person in general. I realize he and Andy are arguing and start to ignore my thoughts. "what's the matter? I asked curiously. Nothing Lukas, Alec snaps at me. I cringe at the sound of him calling me the nickname he gave me. I honestly don't understand how Lyrix sounds like lukas but its whatever. I didn't ask the question to you, ally. I said giving him the nickname I made up like 5 seconds ago. He smiled "what kind of nickname is ally." he says while laughing "would you like it to be asshole instead." I said while grinning. He frowned and was mentally cursing me for calling him an asshole. I grinned, I hate him so much it's not even funny. I kept that to my self though. The reason I hate him is because he hurt Andy's feelings really bad she almost killed her self because of it. He told her loved her ,and he fucked her, Got her pregnant and left. She was 16 when this happened. I know it wasn't me but she is part of me so it kinda was me. I frowned at the memory. I looked up at him to catch him staring at me. I was puzzled at why he was staring at me, but who knows. I got up from the table and walked up to the lunch lady and paid her for a slice of pizza and a bottle of water. I got all my change back that I gave the lady. W-Why Did you give me all my money back? I said puzzled "well, that boy over there at that table with the girl arguing told me to use the extra money he gave me when he bought his meal to pay for yours. I froze....Alec McMasters bought my lunch. Why, why would he do that.....that twisted evil boy did this. I can hardly believe it. "U-uh what is the name of the girl he said to buy the lunch for." she scratched the back of he neck as if she were in hesitation. He said her name is Lyrix Robinson. I frowned "that's me" I said confused. I walked back to the table to see Andy had moved by her cheerleader friends ,and I was stuck at the table with her utterly ridiculous boyfriend. "So, I am glad to see you let me buy your lunch." I jumped at the voice, It was alec to my avail. I calmed down when I saw him. He smiled and sat across from me. "well,why aren't you sitting with Andy."I said trying to sound confused. He rolled his eyes and rested his head on his hand."Andy broke up with me, and said she never really loved me"..."Oh,well maybe its a good thing you guys broke up." I said trying not to sound harsh. "why so you can hit on me lukas." he said with an amused smile." I frowned, I new he was gonna bring up something to ruin the mood. "well, if you insist ally." I said in a seductive voice to add affect. His expression changed from amused to seductive. I walked over to him and grabbed his arm and stood him up, he smiled down at me and moved into kiss me when I swung my fist right into the side of his face. He fell back ,and grabbed his jaw that I punched. I stood back and stared at him in shock of what just happened. He looked at me with ego hurt eyes ,and anger. He charged at me, and I bolted out of the cafeteria in search of a janitors closet. I found one and ran into it, then slamming the door behind me. I sat in the closet for what seemed like years until the doorknob twisted. I sat frozen in my spot, and awaited my fate to come when someone opened the door, and they just came and sat next to me.