Please Don't Let Go - Mark Feehily's Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Chapter 2 - His accident

Kylie’s pov

Mark just phoned me and like I always did, I rejected it again. 15 minutes later, he phones me again. You know I’ve rejected it so many times. I think I can’t do it again this time. I don’t know why. Maybe, I’m just too missed him. Much. I just wanna hear his voice. I take a deep breath then answer it.

M: Kylie?

K: What do you want?

I say with no tone in my voice in case to make him thinking that I’m still angry. Honestly, I have forgiven him, but I don’t have guts to tell it, to show it.

M: Finally you don't reject my call. Let me explain first Kylie. Please babe, I miss you. I need you. I do love.....

K: Don't call me babe! I'm not even yours anymore. Stay away. And don't say you need me!! All you need is FAME right?! And one more. Just keep those fucking words and don’t ever say them again to me.

I cut him off before he’s finished then hang up.

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I can’t do this. I’ve heard his voice just less than a minute and that’s enough. And oh, I bet he’s crying. I can clearly hear his sad and painful tone. Oh God, I can’t believe I just made him crying. Again, maybe. I’m sorry Mark.

“No Kylie, NO. He doesn’t care ‘bout you anymore.” A voice inside my head says. I sigh. Yes Kylie, he just tries to get you back and use you. He isn’t like who he was. He has changed, and you know that.

Mark’s pov

Her words are a half like knives and medicine. Just hear her voice heals my wound, even just a little, very a little bit. But her words are really stabbing me.

Because I still can't find her and really hopeless to find her, I decide to directly go to the studio.

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When we has done, I directly go home. You know, I've never had passions to live anymore. After she left, I bet I always cry every single day.

Suddenly, I feel so dizzy. I don't know why. Maybe this is just a side effect of the pills. I start driving. Just about for 50 meters away from the studio, suddenly someone's truck hits mine. I lose control and then............................

Kylie's pov

I was driving alone to hospital and I just almost hit a man with my car. Thankfully I didn't. Thank God. I don't know why I can't focus on the road. I think this is because thoughts of him which always on my mind. I don't know what I feel. What I know is I love and hate him in the same time. Just that.

Suddenly I feel a bad feeling. I feel there's something wrong or someone was just hurt. What do I think? Yeah, him. Could be there's something bad happened to him? No, no, he couldn't be. Should I call him? Have I acted normal? The feeling is getting worse. I think I'll call him. I can't let him getting hurt. I can’t hold this feeling anymore. I don't care if he would have a speech or what.

I try to search my phone. I can't find it. Oh shit, I think I left it at home. It's getting worse and worse. What the hell is happening..... Finally I decide to normalize my mind and start driving again.

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I've arrived at hospital. Today I have an appointment with doctor. Yeah, to check my pregnancy. Now I have to wait for my turn.

Suddenly, some nurses pass through in front of me. They're carrying a man to OR's room. I think that man was just having a car accident. I can't see his face. But out of the blue, I feel my heart skipping a beat when I see the sneakers which the man is wearing. And the jacket too. The man wears a pair of brown sneakers and a black jacket which I bought for Mark's birthday last year. Then his right hand falls out. My ring that I threw that day falls out.

DANG.

ARE MY EYES WRONG?! ARE THEY FUCKING WRONG?! IS HE MARK?! NO. NO. NO. NO, HE CAN'T BE, NO!! I pick up the ring. Yeah, it's mine. There's my name on it. I'm in fucking speechless mode. OH. MY. GOD. I feel like I'm dead already.

Still speechless, then 4 familiar men run approaching me.

"Kylie? You are here?" Shane asks. Yeah, those 4 men are them.

"Yes, Shane. What are ye all doing here? Don't say the man I just saw is....."

"Yeah, hh, hh, he, he, he is him." Nicky says still panting and confirming my worst nightmare.

Without saying anything more, I run following them to the OR. But the nurse says I have to wait outside. I sit down beside Brian.

"How could he????" I ask, start crying.

"We don't know. We just had done recorded some songs that time. He just directly went home. Just minutes after he left, we heard like something hit the building beside the studio." Brian explains.

"We checked it. We saw his car crashed just about 50 meters from the studio. And we found out him in his car just like that." Kian adds.

"I've called you Kylie. Why the hell didn't you answer it??" Nicky complains.

"I left my phone at home. Sorry." I reply, still crying.

"Okay then. Let's hope he'll make it." Shane says.

"He'll make it. He must make it. For me. For all of us. He's a very strong guy, I know it." I say, trying to make ourselves calm.

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2 hours later, we are allowed to see him. But he's in coma and he's placed in ICU, so we have to see him one by one. I'm the first who see him.....

To be continued....