I felt guilty

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~Taylor's POV~

All the guys and I were on the way back to our rooms.I walked in with Jacob behind me.We saw Brandon and Hanna all cuddled up asleep.So as an instinct we took like 10 pictures and posted them on snapchat and Instagram.We both got ready for bed then just binge watched fuller house.

Morning

I woke up to a loud annoying noise,the tv on max volume and music blaring.

"Wakey wakey!!" Brandon screamed in Jacobs face
"What the fuck?! I'm up!!" He screamed

I sat up and immediately got tackled by Hanna.

"Payback bitch" she said
"Love you too whore"

We both laughed as the boys gave us weird looks.

"What?" We both asked
"Nothing"

We all laughed got dressed and ready for the day.I had a white shirt that said she's my bitch with a arrow pointing to the right Hanna had the same shirt on but with an arrow pointing in both directions.Camille also had the same shirt but the arrow pointed to the left.

We met up with everybody in the lobby.

~Hanna's POV~

We were waiting for everybody in the lobby when I saw Andrew.

"ANDREW?!" I screamed
"Hey!" He yelled back

I ran into his arms and he picked me up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked as he put me down
"I was going to see you and Camille perform guess who I brought?" He said covering my eyes.He uncovered them and my heart probably skipped like two or three beats.
"Garron?" I asked crying a little
"Hey Hanna" I ran into his arms

Garron was also a wrestler and Camille kinda liked him but I always thought of him as a brother too.He left in the middle of the year nobody knows why but he left without telling anybody goodbye or any warning.

"Is Camille on her wa-" he started but cut off by Camille screaming
"GARRON?!!!!!!" She screamed
"CAMILLE!!" She jumped into his arms and they stayed like that for a good five minutes
"Why...why did you leave?" Camille said letting go of garron
"I don't know my parents never told me"

I heard someone run up behind me and felt them tug at my hand.I turned around and saw Brandon.

"Come here" he said yanking at my arm
"What is wrong with you?!" I asked once we were away from the group
"I don't want you hanging out with them" he said angrily
"Brandon your not the boss of me" I snapped back and walked away to get my luggage.

I called a uber to go to the airport.I was going back home to Arizona I can't stand how he gets jealous when I talk to any guy.Ugh! I got to the airport paid the driver and walked in.

"Hi can I change my plane?" I asked as I walked up to the desk
"Yes where to?" The lady questioned
"Arizona please"
"Here you go" she said and handed me a ticket

I walked off towards the gate but got stopped by some fans.I took pictures and signed some things and kept walking.I finally made it to the gate.
Buzz
I looked down at my phone to see that Mario texted

Mario👌🏼😘: where are you? Where leaving soon
Me: Mario I love you but I can't tell you
Mario👌🏼😘: plz I won't tell anybody
Me: fine I'm going back home because of Brandon
Mario👌🏼😘: ok I love you little sis
Me: love you too

Flight 819 ready for boarding

I got up,got onto the plane put my luggage in the bin and took my seat next to the window.
"I love all you guys" I whispered to my self

I grabbed my headphones plugged them into my phone and listened to music.

Skip to when she lands

I'm finally home...home alone...nobody to tell me no or to hold me back.I ran upstairs into my room and got my phone out.I called Mario knowing that it would be risky but who cares.

"Hanna!" He screamed into the phone
"Mario be quite I don't want anybody knowing your talking to me"
"Fine but if you change your mind we'll be in la"
"Ya umm I just want you to only tell Taylor and Camille...don't tell Blake don't get in contact with me make sure nobody sees or goes on your phone ok?"
"Ok I love you" I could see the tear slip out of his eye
"I love you too Mario" I said and hung up

I got my pjs on grabbed my phone and went downstairs into the kitchen.I grabbed some brownies and Gatorade.I sat down on the couch watching the Big Bang theory.
Knock knock
I jumped up turned the tv off and grabbed everything and ran into my room.I locked the door when I heard the front door open.(play music in media now)

I grabbed a picture of me and Brandon and through it against the wall.
"Hanna!" I heard a voice say
I grabbed a necklace Brandon got me and through it against the wall.I walked over to my stereo that was playing monsters and turned it up even louder.
I grabbed anything Brandon got me and through it across the room.

I heard the front door shut and I slid down the wall crying my eyes out.I looked out my window and saw Brandon's room light turn on.

"Hanna stop!" He yelled

I ignored him and walked to the bathroom.I grabbed a blade.Ive never done this before but always wanted to.
1...2...3.. I began doing the fourth cut but heard somebody banging on my door.I walked over and turned my music down.

"Twix" I heard Brandon say

I walked to the door opened it and Brandon embraced me in a hug.

"Hanna I'm so sorry I love you so much I don't control you your right,I'm sorry I hurt you I fell guilty I don't even know why I did it im sorry.hanna I have loved you forever and I don't want to ever lose you I don't.I want to marry you,live a happily ever after and just be as perfect as we can get" he said crying hugging me tighter
I didn't know what to say I was speechless.
"I love you too Brandon I'm so sorry"
"Twix?"
"Milky Way"
"Now let's get you cleaned up"

I sat on the counter as he cleaned my arm up.
"Don't do it again" he said and took the blade and through it out the window
"I promise" I said
"Good" he responded
Later that day

We cleaned up my room and saved all the stuff that I threw at the wall.We walked down stairs and are now cuddling with each other.

"I love you" I told Brandon as my eyes got heavy
"Love you too" he said then I was out

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