I just felt SO deflated. 'Aiden you have to tell her! I can't do this to her and neither can you!' I raised my voice as I said it. Michael cuddled me tight and told me it would be alright, but I knew it wouldn't. I knew even if he said it in the nicest way possible, she would still be SO hurt, it's unreal.
I think I feel asleep after we skyped Aiden, all I remember is saying to Michael that I was really tired and he told me to put my head on his chest and have a rest. them the door bell rang. 'FOOD' Sarah shouted up the stairs. 'baby...' Michael rocked me a little and I looked up at him. he got up and helped my off the bed too. by helping, I mean, he carried me, aha.
We were eating when I suddenly burst into tears, I ran out the room and into the toilet. I couldn't deal with knowing about it. *knock knock* ' hun, you okai?' Sarah said ' if it's about all this Aiden and Becky stuff, its okai, me and Paul used to have arguments all the time, that boy loves her I and I know he does. I unlocked the door slowly, as soon as I opened it, I was bombarded by hugs from both Michael and Sarah. 'aww thank you, im really sorry, I just feel so bad for her.' I wept.
Once we had finished tea we went back up to Michael's bedroom. I love it when he sang to me, he was AMAZING at it. he always sang to me when I was upset, it cheered me up! so he skyped Aiden again and they both sang to me, their voices sounded great together, but the just needed one more thing. 'Add Dan to the call?' I said Michael added him, they told Dan all about it and they all sang to me, that was it, Dan's voice, NOW its all perfect. I sat there listening to their voices work amazingly together and I needed to tell my mum's friend George about them. He used to put bands together but he stopped doing it. I thought maybe, just maybe he would put our boys together. and boy was I right....
