July 22,2016
Friday night
To: Namjoon
I see you from afar but you never see me. The only thing that sets us apart is my TV screen. I see you rapping and doing your thing. Most of the time I think your doing it for me.
The truth hurts. I am just a fan. But the unlucky one. You don't even know I am alive. So how can I love you so much? Your smile brings me joy. But it hurts when I know your smiling for someone else. Sadly that someone else will never be me.
I want to say "only look at me." but you are looking at everyone else but me. I should hate you but I love you even more. You can break my heart into a thousand pieces and you mend it back together again.
I could have loved anyone else , but I had to choose you. A love that can never happen and never will.
Goodnight
~Ji Yeon
YOU ARE READING
Slow Motion|Kim Namjoon|Lost Series
FanfictionI hate you I love you. I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her, and ill never be her. book 1 of the "lost" series.
