KARIZMA POV
We arrived at Danielle's and she took me to her room where I put my bag at and we sat on her bed.
" so how's it going " she asked.
" I can't do this anymore Danny , I wanna die " I said with my head down.
" no don't say that because you're worth more than you think , you're just going through a rough time in life " she said .
" I wish my dad was still here , everything would be perfect .... *Flashback*
Daddy !!! My little voice squeaked as he walked through the door on Christmas Eve .
" princess ! " he kisses my cheek and gave me a big hug. I remember he had all these gifts for me . He use to spoil me . I was his only baby girl . * end of flashback *
I start crying and Danielle comforts me . My dad died when I was only 4 years old . He died in a drive by. 😩 shot in the back of the head . He got shot on January 31st, 2007 and died on February 5th , 2007 . I didn't understand nothing . Nothing at all . 😔 . A lost 4 year old . My little brothers didn't meet him . Didn't even know him for real . 🙄 sad right . I just keep crying as Danielle holds me tighter and as I thoughts about my dad run through my head . I miss him . Danielle brings me tissues and I clean my face up .
" Thanks bestie , You're the best "
" Anything for you , now let's go eat ! " she replied.
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Dinners over and I ask to get in the shower. Danielle gives me a yellow rag and towel , since that's my favorite color . I love yellow . It makes me happy . I get in the shower and turn the water to just the right temperature. I think about all that's happened in my life and tear up . I feel the warm water droplets hit my back as I'm turned around to where my back is facing the shower head . I feel relaxed and comfortable. I then grab the soap and put it on my bright yellow rag, I rub it together making the rag all sudsy and I wash my body with it . All over . I wash my face last . When I get out I grab my towel and start to brush my teeth. I look at my teeth in despair . My teeth are very straight and white but I have a slight over bite . I roll my eyes and use mouth wash to finish my hygiene routine. I wrapped my towel around me and went to Danielle's room to get dressed. When I got finished putting on my clothes, she was just coming in to get dressed from her shower in the other bathroom. She gets dressed as I scroll down my newsfeed on Instagram . At this time I was dating this boy named Christian . Our relationship is very complicated. I can't have any guy friends or anything. But anyway , so I'm scrolling through my news feed and see this cute guy , and I comment " 😍😍😍 " on his picture and he did the same on one of my pictures too. As soon as I did that Christian broke up with me. 😑 I started to cry because I knew I messed up and we were together for 5 months . I shouldn't be crying over him though , I really loved him so I did anyway. I then fell asleep on Danielle.
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NEXT DAY
DANIELLE'S POV
God that girl cries a lot . I understand what she's going through though . Niggas ain't shit . 🙄 . I know that because my ex boyfriend Dominique was a hoe . He cheated on me with this girl that looks like an animal cracker . It's whatever though. I get up out of bed while Karizma still sleeps and do my daily hygiene routine. A girls got to stay clean . I hurry and do that stuff and pick out some clothes . I throw on some Hollister Jean shorts , a green Hollister shirt , and my green huaraches. I then put my hair in a neat bun and spray some Victoria's Secret Perfume on. I looked cute. I wish I was just a little smaller and had a butt , but it's whatever size doesn't matter . I then went down stairs to talk to my mom about what we were doing today.
" hey mom we want to go to the mall and the movies tonight "
" okay call uncle Benny and see if he'll pay you guys way "
" why can't you ? "
" Danny I don't have any money right now , bills are making me broke " she said with her head down.
" okay mom " 🙄 . I then went back upstairs to see a Chinese looking Karizma.
" omg Karizma are you alright ?"
" yeah I'm fine , I'm single too . " she said smiling.
I go over to her and give her a big hug. I always knew that boy wasn't right for her. I told her what we were doing and she shook her head in agreement. She went to the bathroom.
KARIZMA POV
I go to the bathroom to do my daily hygiene routine . When I come out the bathroom I get dressed into a striped red and white fitted dress, put my jean jacket on, and put on my white sandals . I then curled my hair . I was cute I guess . 🙄I put on some mascara too , I love that stuff . It's now 2:00 and we go eat lunch , we skipped breakfast since we woke up extremely late . Danielle's mom had made us peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with chips and a caprison. It was good .
DANIELLE'S MOMS POV
" so Karizma what type of grades do you get ?"
" Straights A's , " she replied with delight.
" that's excellent, so does Danielle ! I see that y'all are hanging around good people "
" *chuckles* yeah of course , and plus my mom would kill me if I wasn't doing good in school "
I smile. I'm happy Danielle has found a friend that's on her level . She's a pretty young lady, carries herself right , and gets good grades. That's a plus. I like her !
" so who do you live with ? " I ask .
" my mom , stepdad , little brother and sister "
" do you see your other dad ? "
" uhm mom her dad passed away " Danielle days before she opens her mouth.
" yeah , she mumbles "
" I'm so sorry for your loss honey"
" it's okay " Karizma says looking down .
Let me shut up and go check on baby Carter.
SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE . I'll try to update at least 3-4 times a week . I get bad migraines trying to think about what's going to happen next .
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