Love And Competition (Pitch Perfect Donald fanfic)

Dragging On

Classes dragged by, it was like torture. It had only beed around a week since it happened but still just at the thought of it could make me break down in tears. Constantly, I asked myself why I felt this way, I had only known him a mear month or so, and I didn't love him, I was so close to being in love with him, but not quite. How could you fall in love with someone after just a month? I was so close, it was scary how fast I fell for him, and thinking about it now I didn't like it, but I also could't help it. At the time I didn't think I was rushing it, but looking back, I was. 

After seeing him in the hall way sometimes it took all my strenth not to just forgive him when I saw the look on his face, it looked like he really regretted it. But he shouldn't have done it in the first place! What made it even worse is the fact he was completly sober, he wasn't infuenced by alcohol at all, it was all his choice. He made the choice of getting into bed with my best friend.

As for Lily, I have been in my room but when she is there I completly ignored her, she deserves it. I can't help but think it was more her fault than his, because she was the one who was on top of him after all. But they are both still to blame for this shit.

It wasn't until now that I had noticed the tears threatening to spill over my water line, but I held them down because Lily was in the room. I was curently studying for my health and social care test coming up and she was... I don't acctually know, and I couldn't care less. I sighed in frustration, I felt so pathetic recently, just thinking about it makes me want to cry! how stupid can I get?!

"Robyn..." Lily pestered, I simply blocked her out, she agrivated me so much! Before I could carry on with my work her voice sounded yet again "Plaese talk to me," She whined, I relentlessly stayed put, "You can't stay mad at me forever, anyway I don't know what your fretting about it's not like we did anything," She snorted heartlessly, is she fucking kidding?

"Is that a joke?" I scoffed, before she could answer I slowly lifted from my seat and stalked towards her, "It's not that fact that you were on top of him, its the fact that you were planning of doing something. Regardless of the fact that I'm your friend and he was my boyfriend, how heartless can you be?!" I yelled,

"How do you know we were going to do something?" She shot back,

"Because that's the kind of person you are, a dirty whore," I spat, Lily gave me an expression which was partly shocked and partly offended. In all honesty she wasn't a whore, but she deserved to be. She didn't answer after that, I'm glad she shut up, I couldn't be doing with her constant droaning.

I carried on with my studying but in all honesty I couldn't stand being in the same room as her, so without a word I slammed my hand on my desk on stood up abruptly, I glared at her for a short moment before stalking out. A huge weight of tension lifted from me, I sighed and began to walk but when I lifted my head  I saw someone sat on the floor with his back against the wall.

Donald.

I had no where to go, I was basically trapped. I dicided it carrying walking, his head was slumped down, when I finally reached him I awkwardly coughed making his head shoot up.

"Robyn..." He whispered desperately,

"Can I get past please?" I spoke harshly,

"Oh..." His face sunk again, "Yeah, Sorry," He quivered, I dragged his body from the floor and stood, even when he was slouched he still towered over me,

"Thanks," I nodded, I stumbled past him, before I made it down the hall, his large strong hand grabbed my arm gently,

"It was this very spot where we first me," he fumbled with his words "and it was this spot where I saw the most beautiful girl I ever layed eyes on and...I

.." He stepped closer to me until I was backed against the wall, "if you want me to stop just say," He whispered breathlessly, his hot breath whiped across my cheeks just like old times, in this instant I was I was speechless, but I was glad for it because if I could find the words I know I would stop him but I didn't want to stop him.

He lowered his head and our noses touched lightly, after grazing his lips along mine, he finially kissed me, I didn't think our other kisses could be more passionate but I stood corrected. His lips were full of regret and laced with love, I couldn't help but miss this. My eyes began to burn because I realized I shouldn't be doing this and it was just going to make it harder for me. My head reluctantly turned and a couple of tear forced their way down my cheeks,

"I can't do this," I sobbed, looking down,

"I know,"

"What?"

"I know, I screwed up, real bad. Its unforgivable, I know, but I just thought I would try my chances, which were basically non existent, " He sighed, his eyes blood shot,

"I'm sorry, it's making this so hard," I  said before pushing him away amd running, not looking back.

If I did look back,that would be it, I would see him at his most vunerable and it would tare me apart, I would forgive him in an instant.

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Sorry its taking me so long to update!  I habe been so bisy with english assesment!!!!

anyways comment what you think and what you think will happen!!

Votteee

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