Out of all of the damn people in this world, why me? Why did I get the divorced parents, the drug addict best friend, the grandparents in Cuba starving with no way out, the bankruptcy, the lovely boss that treats me like a slave day after day, why did I get this life? I've done nothing but good and this is how life repays me?! I'm a bright person. I went down the right path: never did drugs, gave money to the homeless, gave to charity, and THIS is how life treats me? What am I supposed to do now? Oh and did I forget to mention that my mother was just diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian cancer, which by the way most of the women diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian cancer have a five-year survival rate of approximately 18%, meaning my mother is going to die. Ah and it gets worse. My father? The stupendous graduate from Harvard University with a 4.0, doesn't give a crap. He doesn't give a crap about his daughter, or his dying wife! Ex wife that is. Then my best friend since elementary that I could've sworn would never do anything illegal or crazy was recently discovered that she's a drug addict and honestly, it's like she's not even there anymore. She was the one that kept my feet on the ground throughout high school and college and now?! She may physically still be there but she's not there. It's only hindering her from achieving what she's always wanted. Huh , isn't it ironic? She always wanted to be a psychologist because she said that there should be peace in the world and that everyone's mind should be free and working like it's supposed to. Now look where she ended up. Not even to mention my crazy, hypocrite boss that may act all decent in front of the clients but in reality, she's a controlling, stubborn, visionless, heartless thing (sometimes I doubt that she's human). But I can't quit my job because I'm bankrupt and my mom needs help paying for her surgery and after surgery, chemo is recommended for at least 6 cycles, therefore that's coming out of my pocket too. What else am I missing? Oh yeah, my starving grandparents in Cuba. Well I think that's pretty self explanatory. So I'm just supposed to agree to all this and work my way through it? With absolutely no one to support me, because I'm alone? That's bull. This is all bull. I am a single 24 year old women working in a pretty successful company, of course the one and only 'Carnival Cruise Lines' but my self centered boss can't seem to give me a break and I'm breaking. I'm slowly but surely breaking and it's going to tear me apart until the end of me. Is this what I deserve?
