Nightmare

The wind was slowly touching my face. Guess that the weather was with me today.

Walking down the street alone was never new to me.

Some people says why am i so gloomy?

Can I blame myself for that?

I dont think so but maybe I am the one responsible for this.

I should not let this happen, if I just listen to my mind on the first place things like this wouldn't happen.

I once remembered what he said to me "Everythings gonna be fine" but I guess my heart is not included on that everything's gonna be fine.

I thought that we could be together for lifetime.

I believed in you. I believe of happy moments could last forever the way you showed me.

I promised to myself that you are my only one and lifetime partner.

Then why do you leave me so early?

I am not yet ready to live my life without you.

It's like having a nightmare while I'm wide awake.

Then the heavy rain start to pour out.

"Hope that your happy wherever you are. May you rest in peace. I love you and I always will"

A tears came out of my eyes along with the cold rain.