Why Love ME!? (boyxboy)

FML (Friends Make Love)

A/N so I haven't been getting very many comments but i'm writing for fun so i'll continue, but that doesn't mean I have to publish it so i'd like comments. Anyways this chap might have a couple of povs so I hope you like :)

Pic is Sam :)

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Chapter 5 (Skylars p.o.v.)

I sit in my room, my thumb right above the call button. Should I click it? I told Lesley I would. I breath in and press it. Ring Ring Ring. I start to think it's going to go to voicemail but then I here his groggy voice, "Hello? Sky?"

His voice pisses me off and I know I have the courage to do this, "Yes Zack, it's Skylar... I cant do this anymore..."

"D-do w-what?" His voice cracks and instead of hurting it feels good!

"This Zack! Us! It's killing me to know the man I love doesn't love me back to the same amount!" God this feels good.

"Sky, please, I love you I'll never do it again I promise!" He actually sounds desperate. I've never talked like this to him before.

I continue, "You've had way to many chances, and I DON'T love you." That did it I convinced myself, I really don't love him I don't think I ever did. But I still have feelings for him he's in a... Tough, situation.

He's quiet for a second but then he says, "I know, and you shouldn't... You deserve better your a great girl. I'm sorry, please don't hate me?"

I think for a second, "I don't hate you but we both deserve to be happy and we're not happy together. You two need to have a talk though."

"I know, we will soon... I do love you though." He says in almost a whisper.

I smile, "I know, but not in that way." This is refreshing, it's like I lost ten pounds.

He sighs, "I'm sorry."

I chuckle, "It's okay... I'm okay."

"Really? Your okay with all of this?" He sounds skeptical.

"Yes Zack, but I have to go, me and... a friend are going to the mall. Bye."

"Bye."

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(Lesley's p.o.v.)

We walk through the mall together casually. Sky, she likes to be called that, has been overly happy for a breakup which I guess is okay... She grabs my hand and forces me into a store so fast I didn't see the name. When we get inside I feel like stabbing her, "No fucking way!"

She grins mischeviously and pulls me farther in the store, "Yes fucking way."

"Why!?" I try pulling away but well I'm not the strongest person in the world, and this girl isn't prissy or fragile!

"Because, I need new lengerie, I can't use old lengerie from a relationship with a cheater, what if I want to be in another relationship? It's bad luck, that lengerie just reminds me of the past." She explains it like it's nothing.

"God quit saying that!" I cover my ears.

She laughs, "Saying what?"

"Lengerie..." I hiss.

She looks at me like I'm dumb, "I thought you were gay?"

Now it's my turn to look at her dumb, "That doesn't make me a chick, I don't wear lengerie." She makes a 'oh' noise and then continues through the store. "Uhh..."

"I'll meet you at the food court in ten!" She shouts over her shoulder.

Thank god, "Yeah good idea!"

I wander out of 'Victoria's Secret' then make my way to 'Hot Topic'. Trista's Appartment, or my old house, was close enough to Debbies to share the same mall but not the same school district. Which means, yes, I have to go to a new school tomorrow.

When I get inside I grin, I didn't have any friends at school because everyone was homophobic, but I had one friend here and he was working! I see him bending over putting shirts on the low shelves. His longish blonde hair is sexy as ever hanging just above his shoulders. That's when I get a fun idea. I walk up behind him and grab his sexy ass, "What the fu-! Lesley where have you been?" He grins at me. Well, Sam and I have a wierd relationship... Ok. ok. He's my friend with benefits...

"No where, school, parties, getting adopted..." I trail off hoping he'll catch it. Of course he does and pulls me up in a hug.

"Les that's great! Hows the family?" He asks worriedly. We start walking to the counter and take a seat on the stools.

"Well Debbie, the foster mom, is amazingly nice, and then she's adopted five kids, Alecc is who I sleep with-" he raises an eyebrow questioningly. "not like that! We share a room! Anyway's he seems okay but i've only talked to him while he was drunk, and he's really hot and gay!"

"Wait you share a room with a 'hot' gay guy? I don't know how much I like that..." Sam says. Is he jelous well let's fuck with him shall we.

"And then theres Payne, I share a bathroom with him, and once, I went in and he was getting out of the shower! Lets just say it was like a damn movie!" All of that was totally true.

"Oh really? Was the movie better then last week?" He says half jokingly, wiggling his eyebrows. I blush a little remember last friday. We had a lot of fun.

"Well of course not!" He actually looks relieved a little. "But of course his body is one of the best i've ever seen!" Now he gets all mad I don't even know why he's jelous though, it's not like we're a couple!

"Really Lesley!? Because if it is you can just use him and leave me the FUCK alone!" He stands up angrily. Good thing theres no customers right now.

"Sam calm down, I was only fucking with you, I-i didn't think you'd get this mad..."

"Yeah Les, that's the thing! You were only fucking with me..." it takes me a few seconds to understand but then it hits me. He's talking about the uhh... Sex, between us.

"Sam..." I put my hand on his shoulder. "Sam i'm sorry, but did you want something more... Between 'us'?"

"I don't know Les! It's just when you talk about these other guys I feel jelous and used!"

"I'm so sorry Sam. I didn't know you felt that way." I hug him from behind and he tries to shrug me off but I won't let go I'm pretty tall so I rest my chin on his head. He stops fighting my hug and just falls into it. "I'm sorry Sam." I whisper.

He turns around to face me then he lifts his head and our lips connect. We kiss for a few seconds until he says, "I think that should be our last kiss..."

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A/N so sort of a cliffhanger. Did u like? I hope so, I really want this book to be good. Comment. Vote. NOW!! Song of the chapter is, "That Girl" by All Time Low. Or in this case, "That Gay Guy" lol