The Perfect Love( on hold )

Chapter 5- Controlling for long can get worse.

I smiled and went to my next class. Well I hated my next class. This is the class that I would really have to control. BUT the ONE reason that keeps me wanting to go in the class is because of Sean. Before I entered the class Mrs Parker called me...

"Anna. Dear... Can we go for dinner today? You, me and Ian"

"Sure Mrs Parker.... Mum, I'll inform Ian."

"Thanks Dear."

We exchanged eye contact and we went for our own classes. During class, like always I would be daydreaming and I actually did final touch up of the drawing of Sean. I hid 5 times but the fifth time I was too slow. Rachelle saw it and she made it a big issue and brought the issue throughout the lesson and as usual the teacher would just fall asleep. Sean got called out by his soccer coach. He came back only when class ended.

"Are you stealing Sean from me? uh SLUT!!!"

I didn’t answer her and what she did.... SHE TORE MY GODDAMN DRAWING!!!! This time I really couldn’t control it anymore. I ran out of class to the restroom and cried my fucking eyes out.

"Why are they doing this to me!!!!! What have I done to them????! Fuck My lifE!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was really angry with myself. I punched the glass mirror and the glass shattered into tiny pieces all over in the sink. I was happy to see myself get hurt.....It hurts more inside than on the outside. So I didn’t really care. Blood oozed out from the cuts made by the tiny glasses on my fist. After releasing the anger, I pulled the tiny glasses from the cuts and washed my fist. I tore my cardigan and wrapped it around my fist and went back to class. Class was over and I saw Sean walking in after me. He picked up the torn pieces of paper and fixed it as though doing a jigsaw-puzzle. He taped it all together and realised that it was a drawing of him done and signed by me at the bottom.

"Here you go Anna. Wow... It looks like me."

"It is you... I thought of giving it to you on your birthday but mmmm nevermind."

"BUT wait?!! Why is it torn? Come on don’t hide anything from me. You promised remember....?"

"Hmmm. I don’t want to break your relationship with Rachelle." 

"What does this got to do with her?"

"It does.... She tore it... I hid it five time from her but the last one was a fail and this is what happens when she get angry. She thinks I am trying to steal you.... Keep this as an advanced birthday give maybe? I'll give you a nicer one soon."

"So she is the bully... I should have known...! By the way, why is your fist bleeding?"

"It’s a long story... I------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and that was what happened..."

"Are you out of your mind!!!!!!? You could have hurt yourself."

"I am already hurt a lot nothing new...."

"Come let’s go to our school clinic..." I hesitated. "Don’t hesitate. Rachelle won’t be here. She would be in the cafeteria eating like a pig."

I looked him in the eye and said "Sean thanks. I always wished I could be yours." He smiled and brought me to the school clinic. We spent our lunch time together. Whenever he is around me, I am always feeling sparks and fireworks surrounding me. I didn’t know that we could love the same crush for a very long time.

"Sean I think I have not told you that Ian's my step bro right.... Well he is...."

"Are you serious?? Now it makes more sense… Like brother like sister... Both of you guys are hot."

"Woahh are gay?? You aren’t rite. Here you go. Share some sandwich wif meh maybe....?"

"Thanks mmmm… That’s so yummy."

"You can have another one. I am not really hungry. I usually don’t eat during lunch break."

Time passed fast when you’re spending time with someone you love uh…? School ended fast as well.