I opened my eyes to find that i was surrounded by blackness from every angle. Where am i and what happened to me i wondered. I tried to stand but my legs were too weak to support and hold up my body and as i hit the ground i felt a thousand knife entering my body fiercely. The sudden severe pain drove my tears to stream down my face and i moaned silently into the darkness. I tried to remember what brought me to this damp dark place but nothing came to mind as i could hardly think because of the pain and the headache that took over my head.
"Help" i tried to scream but all that came out was a quiet cry. I had no power to even scream for help and with that thought more tears suddenly rushed out of my eyes. As i cried it became harder to breathe and i felt suffocated.
Is this a dream?? Could it be?? What have i possibly done to be here , to end up like this!? I have always been a nice person and everyone loved me and this thing this situation that i was in didnt make any sense to me.
With every breath , every tear, every thought i felt weaker until i blacked out painfully.
When i opened my eyes this time i felt slightly better than the previous time and i had the strength to stand now.
The place i was in looked less scary and i could see a light coming in from some corner and as i walked towards it i realized that it was a door. I tried to open it but it seemed locked.tears streamed down my face out of dis pare but then I took a moment to think ... " why be so negative maybe its just stuck" i whispered to myself . I attempted to open the door again and after shaking and pulling the door's handle with all the strength that i had, the door was finally opened .
I inhaled deeply and held my breath for a moment then slowly let go of the fresh air that i trapped in my lungs. I cant describe my happiness or the sudden rush of strength and glory through my veins. I smiled and thanked The Lord for being alive. I walked without looking around or thinking about where i was heading because i was blinded by relief and joy. I walked for about half an hour then heard the sound of rushing cars. i looked around and realized that i was standing in front of a high way. I looked at the cars expressionlessly. Then a car stopped and the front passenger's window was opened. "Do u need help?... What happened to you?? Did u have an accident?? Come on... get into the car i will take you to a hospital" he said as he unlocked the doors of his car. I just stood there without answering any of his questions or moving. i just stood staring at his long face that has sharp amazing features. Wide shoulders, sun kissed skin tone, high cheek bones, perfectly padded muscles, amazingly structured nose, fierce full lips,marvelous deep dark wide dreamy eyes... He got out of the car and came over to my side and opened the door for me and helped me get into the car and then gently closed the door. He rushed over to the other side of the car to get in. After getting in he turned on the stereo and put some music on. I liked his taste in music and showed that with a smile. He smiled back "Your smiling...wow, so you are human..." He joked. "I guess I am" i said with a hint of a laugh.
"What's your name?" He asked. "My... My name.." I paused... As a tear found its way out from my eye. "Scarellete... That's my name... " "Scarellete..." I whispered.
" I'm sorry i didnt mean to upset you, im Ryan " he smiled stealing a quick sideway glance at me. "What happened to you if you don't mind me asking" he said. "I don't want to talk about it" i said diffusively. I didnt want to sound as harsh as i did but how could i answer his question if i myself didn't know the answer.
"Thank you, thanks for stopping and offering me help. You are a true gentle man and let me tell you gentle men are rare seriously rare now a days." I said trying to make up for the way i answered his question, i couldn't help but sound weak."No problem" he slightly smiled.
I loved his smile because he had one of those smiles that would makes people forget everything about their shitty present and think about all of the beautiful things that are there in this world. I took deep breath and held it as i stared at him.
After several minutes the car slowed down then James parked the car. "Let's get you looked at and make sure that your not hurt". I opened the door and stepped out. I couldn't balance myself and felt dizzy. James ran over and supported me as we walked to the hospital's door.
When i saw my refection on the doors of the hospital i realized how messy and miserable i looked. I continued my way into the hospital
