Our Love 2 {yerin+s.coups}

• 10 || 빈킨

Yerin

There's something, a thing that strangle between both of us. But none of us can say it out. Because, none of us know what's going on.

Its something we can't really explain. The struggles, the dissapointment, the anger...

Clock ticking...time passing...

And we're still here. Doesn't know what to do. Is that what marriage are? Is this what I wish for? Is this reality?

I woke up from my bed, and I realized its already an early morning. And he's not here.

I missed the moments when we could cuddle each other on the bed, whispering through each others ear. The gigglings, the secrets untold, the early faces which we look the most hilarious.

And I hope we can bring back time.

Because the only thing I can feel in my heart, in my mind,

was emptiness.

Is this what people say, while you're married to someone one else you love, you must overcome something with him. Struggles, difficulties. Where he will accompany you till the end.

But not today.

Not now.

Not for me.

Maybe I don't even deserve it.

We both do love each other. But I think, we just doesn't know each other that well.

We're all grown up. We're no longer the one, where we could run along the hallway with your friends, laughing over every single thing.

Because we just can't turn back time.

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"Oh shit!" I hold my stomach with my hands. And another with my throat.

I don't feel really well these days. I feel...something is stifling in my throat. I can't barely breathe.

I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could. I threw everything out from the inside. My eyes nearly popped out.

I flushed them away, splashed my face with cold water. Trying to make myself awake. More energetic.

But my eyes just keep dropping down for no reason. I do sleep well yesterday. But my stomach just don't feel well.

"I think I ate something wrong yesterday.." I walk to the kitchen. Checking whether the noodle had expired or not. I double check it, but it hasn't expired yet.

I started to get really confuse.

But I just can't figure it out.

"H-hello?"

"Omo! Yerin? Anything? What happen?" She screams. And that makes my ear itchy for a reason.

"Gosh chill Yuna! Just wanna...you know..I'm bored.."

"Geez you scares me Yerin. I thought something just went wrong or something.."

"Nah!! "

"Wanna go shopping?? I'm really really free today!"

"Omg! Really? Hell yes!"

"See you at the City Square at 12!"

"Sure do! Byeee!!" I squealed. Finally, I can go out.

I quickly wash myself up and putted some make ups on. I can finally get to put them on. Like, for this damn weeks. But I can't blame Seungcheol anyway.