Suicide Love (larry AU)

Chapter 1

Ring ring ring

Harry jumped up to the sound of his alarm going off. He grumbles under his breath and hits the off button. He lays back down pulling his head under the covers.

After about 5 minutes of laying there he checked time, it was 10:30 in the day. Today was Wednesday, and he had to go to tutoring, no Harry doesn't go to school. His mum thought it was better for him to do home schooling since he has his condition.

He got up and went to his closet pulling out some sweatpants and a sweatshirt.
He gets his phone and opens Niall contact and puts it to his ear. After about 3 rings he answers.

"Hey Harry what's up?"

"Not much, hey do you have tutoring with Zayn today?" He walks over to his shoes and picks them up with the phone being held between his shoulder and ear.

"Nawh I don't but I'm not sure about Zayn. But anyway mum is taking me out I got to go Bai!" Harry says goodbye back and hangs up the phone.

You see Harry has 2 friends. Niall and Zayn. They met at a therapist. Niall has bpd, borderline personality disorder, as in Zayn he has depression and self harms. They all get along well with each other. None of them go to school just tutoring, Niall got in to way to many fights and decide to get home schooling, while Zayn got bullied and needed special help anyways. Zayn and Niall are the only people he can actually be around, besides his mother and tutor.

Harry gets up and walks down the stairs, slowly just in case so he won't fall. When he got to the last step he walked wearily around the corner to were his mum was in the kitchen. He walked up to her and pulled her from the stove so he won't get burnt, he wrapped his arms around her waist an dug his head into her shoulder. She pats him on the back and kissed his four head and turned back to the eggs she was making.

"Harry y'know you have tutoring today right?" He nods his head and sits on the chair holding the table he was at to make sure he wouldn't fall.

"Yeah mum, Niall don't today but we don't really know about Zayn, I'll have to call him later to see." As soon as Harry went to stand up the oven made a loud sudden beeping noise frightening Harry. In instinct Harry saw a knife on the counter beside him and grabbed it ready to pounce on whatever that startled him. While jumping out of the chair it fell over and caught Anne attention and turned around and looked at a frightened Harry. She gasped and rushed over taking the knife out of his hand and rubbed him back soothingly while he silently crying, not moving a muscle.

"Harry babe, why don't you take a nap. It's only 11 and your tutoring don't start until 1. Go take a nap and calm down honey." He shakes his head and goes up stairs. He goes straight to his bed picking up his phone off the counter on the way. He calls up Zayn and it turns out he has tutoring to.

After hanging up with Zayn he laid back down and relaxed. He laid there in silence, he didn't care he knows what the out come of the is, sitting in silence. He gets lost in his own mind, but truthfully he don't care, so right on cue he drifted to the back of his mind.

What's my problem? Can't they do anything about this? I try I really do but everything I attempt to do fails. I need a lover. I'm lonely I have no body, well yeah I have Niall and Zayn, even mum but there not gonna be there all the time. I try not to be weird or a freak but that's why no one wants me. I say mum don't want me either she just has to out up with me anyway. Yeah maybe he's planning on getting rid of me?!? Oh my god! She's gonna kill me!! No! Harry stop thinking like that!! Mum loves me!!

No she doesn't, ha! Maybe you should kill her before he gets to you!

No stop! Mum loves me and I love her I would never hurt her!

Harry gets up and throws a pillow at the wall, crying and sobbing. He can't think like that he can never hurt his mum. He picked up his brush and threw it at his mirror.

After sobbing for about 10 more minutes Harry crawls back into bed and put some music on and fell asleep, being lonely on his mind.

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Once Harry got to tutoring he saw Zayn outside waiting for him to arrive. They hug one another and he's inside.

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Once they got back home, Zayn came back to his house with Harry and his mum. They gathered around on the couch and decide to phone Niall and see if he wants to come over. After 2 rings he answers,

"Ay mate."

"Hey Niall whatcha up to?" He asked while he looks over at Zayn, he was staring down at his hands and pulling at his sleeves, Harry reached over and intertwined there finger. Zayn looks up from his hands to Harry with a small blush on his cheeks and a small smile which Harry returned.

"Oh nothing. Me and mum just got back from the mall. Anyway what about you?"

"Oh nothing Zayn's here and we was wondering if you wanted to come over and maybe grab a pizza?" He pulls Zayn over to him and snuggled him into his side to try and make him feel better.

"Sure! Okie I'll be over in 20! Bye Harry!" Harry said his goodbye back and turned his attention to the raven haired boy.

"He'll be here in 20. What do you want to do in the mean time?"

Zayn shrugged an suggested a movie, Harry nodded and got up to put in the X-men apocalypse.

About half way through the movie Niall walked in with a grin on his face and a pizza in his hands.

So thats how the rest of the night went, cuddles, pizza, movies, and no one to hurt them.

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