The Line Between Light And Dark

Surprises And Self Destruction

Fred's POV

After seeing our first muggle movie we apparated to Sirius' house to check on Harry. When we got there everyone was in the house was there except Harry! "Uh George where's Harry?" I asked worrying. We can always tell when he is near us because we can smell his scent, he is our mate after all. Before George could answer our mom started yelling from the kitchen. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LEFT HARRY IN DIAGON ALLEY?!" Our mom screeched making us run into the kitchen to learn more about our mate's whereabouts. I subtly had to hold George's hand so he wouldn't start yelling, believe it or not our family was actually very homophobic.

"He told me he'd meet me back here! He was getting unblocked some more at Gringotts! They wouldn't let me go with him so I bought his school supplies! He should be home soon!" Remus yelled back making us all fear that Moony was gonna come out. "Harry had more of those tests done?! You saw what just one did to him!" Mom yelled making Lupin growl again. I felt George tense up so I started rubbing the back of his hand to calm him. They're argument was stopped luckily at the know of the front door. "See that may be Harry now!" Sirius yelled walking over to the door. All of us followed him desperately wishing it was Harry.

Sirius opened the door and there stood the one and only Lucius Malfoy. We all dropped our grins and pulled out our wands. "I mean no harm, I'm just dropping my son off" he said raising his arms. "Why would we want Malfoy here?" Ron asked disgusted. "My other son dear boy" Lucius smirked stepping to the side showing a boy that smelt just like Harry but looked different than our mate. "Harry?" Sirius whispered shocked. "Suprise?" Harry mumbled weakly looking down once he saw everyone's angry faces (all except Remus and Sirius of course and shockingly Hermione). "Well I better get going I've got a manor to run, see you soon Alex" Lucius said smirking as he hugged Harry and apparated away.

Everyone stood looking at Harry with their wands still risen, the only ones to put their wands down were Hermione and Lupin. "Jesus everyone! Put your wands down it's just Harry!" Sirius growled grabbing a shaking Harry who looked extremely vulnerable. Everyone lowered their wands but kept a solid glare at the boy. I'm ashamed to say I did as well.

Sirius and Remus sat on the couch with Harry in between him as everyone else stood in front of the couch glaring. "You're a traitor! Sirius and Remus should banish you from this house!" Molly yelled pointing a finger at Harry making him shrink into the couch. This got everyone riled up. Everyone was yelling hurtful things at him but George and I said the worst thing possible. "How could we ever love someone like you?" we spat simultaneously. At the moment we didn't feel bad but when our mate jumped up from the couch and ran up the stairs (while being tripped by Ron) I felt my heart sink and I know George felt the same way.

"What the hell is wrong with all of you?! He is still the same person he's always been! He's the most caring person in the wizarding world and you're treating him like this?! I expect you all apologize when I get him back down here!" Hermione yelled running up the stairs trying to find Harry.

Harry (Alex's) POV [TRIGGER]

I ran up to my room after the loves of my life yelled at me. They're right, how could they ever love someone so fat, ugly, stupid, and broken like me? Maybe I'm better off dead. I pulled out my blade, it was my best friend, it was the only thing that relieved my pain since last summer. With tears in my eyes I rolled up my sleeves seeing the hundreds of scars littering my skin. I cut my arms ten times on each arm. Seeing the warm crimson liquid seep from my arms calmed me. I was about to cut another time to finish my set of ten on my left arm when my door burst open. I frantically tried to hide my arms getting blood everywhere and looked over at Hermione, one of the only people who didn't yell at me today.

"Oh Harry" She whispered, her eyes tearing up when she saw the state I was in. She walked over to me and engulfed me in a hug, not caring if she got blood on her clothes. "Please don't tell anyone" I sobbed into her neck. "I won't" she says rolling up her sleeves showing me her arms. her's didn't look as bad as mine but it was still terrible. "Sorry I've been avoiding you, Ron scares me. He's the reason I do this" She sobbed. It was my turn to comfort her now. What all has Ron done to her to make her do such drastic things? That bastard's gonna pay.

After a few minuets of us crying to each other she took me to the bathroom and started cleaning my cuts. When she did that she realized the words carved into my upper arms "Gay" and "FWGW" were carved into my arms. I did it over the summer realizing the twins would never like me and they were most likely straight. "Harry? Are you gay?" Hermione asked in a whisper as she cleaned my new cuts with alcohol. "Y-yeah" I said tears running down my face. She probably thinks I'm a freak. "I accept you Harry don't worry" She smiled reassuringly. "How 'bout you go change shirts, take off your bloody sheets, I'll go change shirts and when I get back we'll make your bed?" she asked sweetly as she rolled up my bloody sleeves. I nodded and she walked into the guest room which just so happened to be connected to mine. I went back into my room and changed into another long sleeve shirt trying my best not to look at my body. I'm disgusting.

[END OF TRIGGER]

Once I had calmed down a bit more and had the bed made, Hermione and I went back downstairs. Both of us had puffy eyes from crying but we couldn't care less.

George's POV

When Harry and Hermione came downstairs both teary eyed we all stood up (except Ron, the fucking douche was in the kitchen eating a sandwhich). Fred and I immediately engulfed Harry in a hug crying and not caring if our family knew we were gay. "Harry we're so sorry, we love you" Fred and I cried simultaneously. We talked at the same time a lot, I guess it's a twin thing. "you're our mate" I told him snuggling closer to me. He gasped as Fred started rubbing his back "Harry Potter will you be ours?" Fred asked making everyone in the room gasp and Ginny start screaming "But Mummy you said the marriage contract would make me Mrs.Potter!" she whined taking everyone except for Molly by surprise.

"You were gonna marry me agaisnt me will?!" Harry yelled letting go of us and stalking towards Ginny. "You're both fucking bitches! Leave this house and take that scumbag Ron with you!" Harry yelled shoving Ginny weakly, I guess he was still weak from all his tests. "Ew I don't want some fag touching me! Get away from me!" Ginny screeched throwing her hands up in the air. "Don't you talk to our cub like that you shrew! Harry's right you need to get the hell out of my house!" Sirius yelled standing in front of Harry so he wouldn't get slapped by Ginny. "Fine! Fred, George come on we're leaving!" Mom yelled tilting her head up acting like she was better than everyone else. "Like we're leaving with you, you homophobic bitch" I growled grabbing Fred's hand. "How did I raise such freaks? I didn't even give birth to you guys! Your father and his freak of a mate had you two imbeciles!" Mom yelled making everyone gasp once again and Fred yell "Good! Who would ever wanna be related to a shrew like you anyways!".

With that said Mom I mean Molly took Ginny and Ron with her and apparated to the burrow. "I'm so sorry about that, but there's somethings you don't know and I would like to keep it that way. You're mother killed my mate but I sure as hell wont let her kill yours" Dad said apparating most likely to the burrow. "I'm so sorry you kids are having to deal with such stress, it's getting late so how about you go upstairs and rest. I don't care if all four of you sleep in the same room tonight but if I hear one moan I'm coming upstairs. Remember, werewolf hearing" Remus said ushering Hermione, Harry, Fred, and I up the stairs. He didn't have to tell us twice though because Hermione decided to sleep in her room for some alone time and Fred, Harry, and I passed out on his bed cuddled up. What a long fucking day.