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"Take yo shine watch my team glitter." I woke up to my little sister screaming that. It was a line from her boyfriends brother. She's 20/and engaged. Me, well I'm 22 and living in my parents second master bedroom. "Sarai, shit the fuck up" said my younger brother Cameron. He just came back from school, he went to a private school. My mom is only 36 she had me REALLY young. As you can tell. I grabbed my iPhone 6 plus off the charger and checked my Snapchat. Then my iMessage. 3 messages from Phoebe, 7 from Max, 1 from Justin, and 28 from... My Ex Dayrell. (Die-rell) I stare in shock. 28?? Why the fuck does he have to message me 28 almost 30 times. I opened Justin's first. "Why didn't you tell me you have a boyfriend?" I stared at the message in shock. I'm so confused right now. "I don't lmao" I opened Max's next. "Wow." One. "You are such a whore" two. "You fucking slept with three separate guys." Three. "During a relationship." Four. "You fucked my brothers best friend. While you were dating him." Five. I'm done. I locked my phone back up. Justin and I have been talking for three months now. But oh well. My phone dinged indicating I have received a message. It was from Justin. "You're lying, we both know you're fucking lying AjaMae. Don't message me any more. Matter in fact loose my number whore." Ouch, that hurt. All of the sudden everything came flashing back to me, from when I was three to thirteen. Everything was fucked for me. I don't want to go back to my old days... Not again. Ugly, fat, worthless, stupid, skank. I shook my head trying to shoo the thoughts. "Why don't you kill your self AjaMae?? No body loves you, it won't be a loss." I try to rid the voices in my head. They slowly became quieter. Only to become twice as loud. I started screaming "GET OUT!! GET OUT!!" I was having a melt down, this hasn't happened in YEARS. Cameron came rushing in. "Shhhhh, AjaMae, everything is alright shhhhhhhhhh." He said nng in my ear. "T-the voices, they c-came back Cameron." He so worried. "What happened..?" I explained. "Give me your phone." I handed it over with no hesitation. He e it on the floor and stomped on it, and continued. But he still wasn't done, he continued to stomp, he started to cry. "C-cameron, I'm fine, com here." I say he straddles over. Still crying out of sadness, anger and other emotions. "Y-you don't deserve this Aja, you d-dont." He said shaking his head constantly. Gr8. "Sarai, get your shit packed. We are going in a trip."
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