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June 1st 2008
Its my 9th birthday and daddy had promised to take me to the zoo today after he finished helping out all the pretty girls that come into the house. He plays Cupid and pairs and boy and a girl together in a room and then they start kissing and touching. Most of the girls wear super high heels pin their hair up in nice curls. Some look like my grandma and others like auntie Clara but they are all really kind and call me some of the names that the boys call the girls when they are in their rooms like "baby" and "doll."
I start watching the tv but I get bored so easily so I hop off the couch that my legs were dangling off and I start walking to the door. The cold knob gives me little goosebumps as I turn it and I walk out into the big wide space I call my home. I start skipping through the halls with my arms out, skimming the walls and doors with my fingertips as I go by. Daddy doesn't usually let me go through these halls when he's working but it's my birthday and I do whatever I want.
As I continue roaming around I come to a halt and see a boy sitting at the end of the bed every room has. But my eyes grew big as I saw the boy with his back arched and his eyes closed as he moved his hand up and down his private part. I gasp and cover my eyes with my hands super hard hoping that maybe it would make me invisible. I had never actually seen this happen, the doors were always closed when there were people or they were open with people kissing, but... never this.
I kept my eyes taped shut under my hands which I tried moving to my ears because there was another girl and boy on the tv with no clothes on. The girl kept yelling and the boy kept saying the same words all the boys in the house yell. Before I know it the boy walks up to me and gently grabs my wrists and puts my hands in his. "Hey baby, what are you doing here?" His voice is smooth and he smiles at me and I become less tense so I smile back. "I'm just walking around, it's my birthday did you know?" I create little hops and the boy giggles. "Well little birthday girl, how about we have a little fun?" He winks at me and smiles but only shows a little bit of teeth and I notice he has a crooked smile. I agree and he walks me into the room, closing the door behind him. "How about we watch a movie?" I love movies so I nod my head a little aggressively.