Story of my Life

I run up to my room and slam the door. I sit on my bed crying, tears streaming down my face. My boyfriend Cameron just broke up with me and I thought I could trust him but I can't anymore. I never should of trusted him. He starts to say he likes me and then he asks me out and dumps me the next day. This is the second time he has done this to me and I was tired of falling into his trap. He does the big eyes and the quiet voice and then whenever I do get a good boyfriend that I can trust he gets mad and jealous. When I prefer to me it actually Kaiden, Kaiden May Clark. I hear a knock on the door and it slowly opens.

"Sweety, are you ok?" my mom asks me. I wasn't, I never should've trusted him.

"No I'm not." I tell her looking up at her and still crying. I know my mom would understand. I got up and hugged her and rested my head on her shoulder.

"What happened?" she asked while stroking my hair. She talking in a comforting voice.

"Cameron." I told her. I was crying so hard. I made one of the worst mistakes by trusting him what was I thinking. I am so stupid.

"Honey, honestly he's a fricken weirdo. He is so stupid it's like he has no mind." she told me. I never want to make this mistake again. I never will.

We just stood there hugging and I cried hard. I just let it out. I was so sad that I could literally feel the pain from inside. We were together got 4 months and I finally thought I could trust him. I was wrong! I made a stupid mistake that couldn't be replaced by something good.

"Why was I so stupid mom. Why did I trust him." I asked her. She was still stroking my hair.

"It's not you. It's him. Never blame yourself for someone else's mistakes."she told me. I still felt that I did something wrong. Did I do something embarrassing? I tried to think of something stupid that I might of done but that made me cry more. He was embarrassed to be seen with me. He never took my out for dates. Only one a month he would.

"What did I do wrong." I asked her.

"Its not you sweety. You need sleep." she put her arm around my shoulder and laid down with me. I just laid there.

"I love you mom." I told her. I felt my eyes close and I fell asleep. That night I had a flashback or a dream.

Flashback

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I went up to Cameron and gave him a hug. Know one was around and it was the morning. He pushed me off and grabbed my arm hard. He took me outside and pushed me away.

"What did I tell you about not takin g or anything like to me!! Answer me!" he yelled and screamed at me. The he raised an arm and hit me twice.

All of a sudden Chase pushed him and picked me up bridal style. He took me to his car which wasn't that far away and we had 15 minutes till class. We finally got to his car and he put me in a seat and stood the by me.

"What happened? Are you ok?" he asked worried. he looked into my eyes.

" Ya, um, I'm fine. Thanks." I said. I kissed his cheek and walked away. A few tears came into my eyes but I didn't let then come out. I just keep walking.