I feel like a drowner. When he suddenly shipwrecks and sinks deeper and deeper, to the bottom of the ocean. And he slowly slowly starts drowning. There's no enough air getting to his lungs. He feels how the life insensibily slips away trough his fingers.
But he fights for those breaths. He swims and swims...and even as he's at arm's lenght from the surface of the water...
...that's when he faints.
