It's not fair
I want so badly to just feel
Nothing in life seems real
None of this feels real
You run your fingers through
My soft brushed hair
I'm tingling
It's spreading
I really don't care
Why do you do this to me
You know
I just want to feel Loved
The affection I can taste it
on your lips
You're faking a love with me
Your hands are sliding
To my hips
I let you stay there
None of this is real
None of this is real
I just want to feel
God please let me feel
Because right now I don't feel
My shirt is now off
Everything from today I forgot
I feel so important
I am the second wheel
God, this seems so real
Yeah
It feels so real
But you're faking a love with me
Your plastic
Your melting over me
Just love me for tonight
This is so pathetic
This love is skimpy, weak
It's fucking synthetic
I get that I am on the list
And you were on a roll
But you only loved me
Because I was vulnerable
I was like a chore
A task
You checked me off
when you were done
Nobody like chores
Everyone knows what's done
Though, is done
You showed me that the love
It was fake
This is getting too real
This is getting too real
I don't know how to feel
I don't know how
I don't know
I don't
I really don't
Don't tell me you will come back
Because, you wont
I'm vulnerable
Vulnerable
This is so real
This
This is real
Vulnerable
Still the third wheel
