I had a normal school day. It was really boring. M wasn't at school. I passed my history test though. That's plus.
I went to eat at Paletto's by myself. I always go by myself unless it's with my volleyball team. I ordered my usual and never saw M. Right when I asked for my check. M walked in. He didn't notice me as he walked by. But I could smell him. He smelled so good. I'm not weird I swear. You know when a hat boy smells almost as good as his looks, it's twice as attractive. Ugh please fuck me up.
I went home and did my homework. It started raining pretty hard so I made a hichocolate from my Keirig and sat in my balcony. There is a balcony from my room and only my room. I love it.
The next day I looked hella hot! And M was there again. You won't believe what happened!!! When I walked into 3rd period...M was sitting with Waits!!! Which is great!! I said hey to waits and smiled at M. An awkward smile ugh! M said "I hope y'all don't mind me sitting over here. Sam isn't here today and I don't really know anyone." I didn't say anything because he was talking more to Waits. I just smiled and nodded.
Plus, Sam wasn't at school; which means maybe he would forget about making any plans like I promised. That's good.
I probably jinxed it though. At 4:00 (after school) Sam texted me and said "I couldn't go to school because I had a dentist appointment but I still have plans in mind." He wanted to meet at the park a few miles away. I was really dreading this but a promise is a promise.
I pulled up at the park and found Sam by a tree. He tried to look cute but didn't work at all. He looked stupid as hell. He said, "Julie, your the hottest girl at our school. I can't believe I'm here with you." I just grinned a little. I was just waiting for time to pass.
Then he said, "My house is across the street. My mom won't be home till 8. Follow me." I followed along. I told him I would do whatever with him till 7. It was 6. He unlocked the door and I followed him to his bedroom. He had such a small house and it smelled weird. I would rather be doing any thing else right now. Not be is Sam Wellkinsons house.
He told me to sit beside him and look at his baby book. Is this really what he wants to do on a Friday night? About 15 minutes into looked at baby pics, he he put his hand between my thighs. Ew. It wasn't that bad though compared to things I saw at Kathy's party so I didn't say anything. Then he pushed my back so I was laying down on his bed. He layed beside me. We just layed there looking at the ceiling for about 25 minutes in complete silence. Only 20 more minutes!
Then he put his hand on my boob and squeezed it so hard. I told him to quit and threw his hand off of me. "You told me I could do whatever I wanted!" I rolled my eyes and just layed there disgusted. I did tell him that.
I got up and went to the bathroom. Then I washed my hands. All of the sudden, Sam grabbed the bottom of my shirt and pulled it off. I thought I locked the door. He was laughing and staring at my boobs even though I had a bra on. I just kept washing my hands because it wasn't even that weird. I gently grabbed my shirt out of his hands. "Wait! Can you please take off your bra?" I looked at the time on my phone and it was 6:56. I put my shirt back on and left without saying anything else.
