*denis pov*
Me and the guys walk on to the bus. I head to my bunk but the others stayed in the other room. There probably all getting drunk. I pull out my phone and scroll through my Instagram feed. I hear the guys being loud as fuck. I wish Ben was hanging out with me right now. That would be great. I return back to my phone and look at some AA fan pages. It makes me so happy to see all the brustoff stuff. It gives me hope that one day Ben will be mine. I continued scrolling for what only seemed like minutes but what really was for hours. Then a drunk Ben enters my bunk. "Move over" he said. I made room for him. "What's wrong" I asked him. He wrapped his arms around me. "I love you Denis". My heart stopped as soon as I heard those words. As much as I wanted to tell him what I felt but I knew he wasn't telling the truth. He was drunk and I couldn't take advantage of him. "Thanks Ben" I say as I roll over and fall asleep
