Love, Help, and WEREWOLVES?!?!?!

Chapter Four

Jessica's POV

I have been at the pack house for almost a month now. Nothing has changed in mine and Mitch's relationship, although I wish it would already. He has been very distant from me lately. I wonder if he doesn't like me or something I don't know. Anyways as I started to get up this morning I heard a knock at my door. I ran my brush through my hair so I didn't look like I had a rat's nest in it. I opened the door afterwords to see who it was.

"Hello Miss. Jessica."

It was the Alpha! I wonder what he wants from me, we haven't even talked since my initiation.

"Hey Mr. Alpha what can I do for you today?"

"You are going to start training with the rest of the pack today. Since you are the last of your kind, now. So we need you to be able to protect yourself from any enemies that are to cross your path. So your going to be strengthening your human form and your wolf form starting today.. so get some comfortable clothes to wear."

"Ummm, okay! Yes Sir Mr. Alpha I will be downstairs shortly."

"Don't keep me waiting to long little missy."

"Uhh, yes Sir Mr. Alpha!"

I quickly got in the shower and tried to find some work out clothes to wear. I finally decided on a tank top, spandex, and some adidas running shoes. I tied my hair in a ponytail then quickly ran downstairs. No one was to be seen until I heard something on the other side of the room. I quickly looked behind me and started to investigate the sound until Mitch popped out from behind the couch.

"Hey Jess! You are coming with me!"

"Umm okay, but I am supposed to be training today.."

"Yeah I know!! You are going to be training with me! And don't think I'm going to go easy on you either. I am a tough trainer!"

"Okay bring it on!" I said with a slight smirk on my face.

We walked into the training room and all the guys stopped and stared at me. I know why I didn't think that they would even lay an eye on me whenever my mate is right beside me but whatever I guess. I then looked down and saw that my tank top is quite fitting. Probably should've put on an old t-shirt. Oh well, too late now. Anyways we start working out, and he wasn't kidding! He is taking this training very seriously! I get through it though, wasn't that hard to be honest I could've worked harder if I wanted to. No one really knows but I am very fit myself! I have a 6 pack not trying to brag or anything but I do! Anyways after the workout session in human form I had to change into wolf form. I quickly shifted and I was ready to go. He should've pushed me harder though I wasn't even out of breath! We finished our training session and I wanted to go to my room and go to sleep. My wolf was doing just fine but I was beat. I just wanted to sleep for the rest of eternity but sadly I can't.

I walked up stairs back to where I was living at and took and long cold shower. I decided I wasn't tired enough to go to sleep so I took out a book and read it while sitting on the window seal. It went out far enough to where I could sit there comfortably. My favorite part of the room if you ask me. Then a I heard a knock at my door. I hope it's not the Alpha that man is scary! I opened the door to see Mitch, go figure.

"Hey Jess, are you busy?"

"I was reading a book but I think I could spare some time what do you need?"

"I just wanted to chill for a bit ya know?"

"In my room..?"

"Yeah if that is okay with you?"

"Sure come on it you can sit on my bed."

"Thanks!"

"Did you have anything on your mind that you wanted to talk about, you seem a little spastic."

"Um, yeah I wanted to tell you that you did good in training today..!"

I knew that wasn't what he came here to talk about. I really want to know but I won't force him to tell me. It has to happen gradually.

"Oh thanks! I am pretty fit already I just don't have a lot of muscle is all."

I lift up my shirt to show him my abs they are more toned out from working out today. I guess I needed it I haven't worked out in a while. He just stared at me in amazement, I mean I am his mate I wonder why he is acting like this.

"Well dang there Jess I guess we just need to focus on getting you some more arm and leg muscle! You seem pretty fit to me!"

"I would say so myself!" My wolf yearned for his touch. I wish he would just ask me out already.

"Yeah well I better be going."

"Why so soon, I wanna talk to you about something but I don't if you want to talk about it."

"Of course Jess, what is on your mind...?"

"Umm, I know we are mates. And you have been avoiding me for the month and it is hurting my wolf."

"Oh I didn't know you knew Jess... I'm so sorry I have put you through pain I am not worthy to be your mate."

He got up and ran out of my room crying. It breaks my heart even more to see him like this, I will talk to him later he is hurting right now. I decided to go to sleep and take my mind off of things. I didn't mean to do this to him. I have always been a mess up, always screwed up everything, never had friends always screwed those relationships up. I started to cry I couldn't help but think I screwed up my relationship with my mate. It's all my fault I shouldn't have even said anything. I wouldn't be crying right now trying to make myself fall to sleep. I find darkness starting to consume me as I fall asleep listening to myself cry.