As soon as she saw the message, knocks could be heard from her door.
He's really here.
All she can do is widen her eyes and quickly get up in shock. She's not ready, not with this condition, but she wants this so bad. With her head fucking pounding and her heart thumping so fast, she makes her way to the door. Wearing only her loose t-shirt and her shorts.
She feels an euphoria flowing through her veins, she can't be happier than this moment. Smile keep plastered on her face as she slowly but surely open her door.
But in another second, her smile disappeared. Only her blank and sad face could shown, it's all because the way his jaw dropped, looking so shocked than ever.
She felt hurt, she knows this would happen, she knows he'll walk away and leave her just like that, but he just stand there. He is trying his best to keep cool but he can't.
"You're so thin."
The only comment he state was that. And of course, her head down, avoiding any kind of contact with him.
"And so fragile."
Another words escaped his mouth. She takes a few steps away further from the door, slowly hitting her small bed that was on the corner of her small studio apartment. She really thought he'll leave her, just like everyone does to her, but instead doing that, he stays.
He even turn his back to lock the door and taking more steps to her. His eyes are unreadable, nor he could explain it himself.
"You're in trouble right?"
He slowly realize all the open cuts, and bruises, and eyebags, but she just shakes her head. She doesn't want him to know her more. Though she tries to shut him down, he insist to touch her.
He slowly makes his way to her chin, holding it oh so gently like she's a porcelain doll which could break at any time. While he does it, she flinched, in fear, in shock, in happiness, in pain, she just mixed it all up.
"Don't be afraid, i'm here to protect you okay?"
"I'm here to care about you, i'm here to talk to you, i'm here to be your company, i'm here to love you, would you like to accept me now?"
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yoon-gi ? | min yoongi
FanfictionIn which, a random girl texted a random boy that she thought it was her gay friend, turns out the boy is an idol