Black heart

I felt his warm breath breathe on my neck. Finger tips combed my hair trailing down my back to make me shiver. I woke up, I woke up every day feeling trapped. Trapped in my own body, because of one person, one person to make me feel like my own home is a prison, a boy, a stupid possessive boy.

I fell for a bad boy. A cheater, a possessor and a cold hearted boy. My friends think I'm mad. They wonder why I moan about him so much. They tell me 'my' boy, is the best boy and I should be happy I have a boy like him, but to be fair, he's not the best boy, he's a horrible creature and I would rather be as far away as possible from him than close to him.

Im scared to even look at him wrong. At the start of the relationship, everything was great, we did everything together! But then a month went by and he already mentally pressured me into sex.

He's a monster in disguise! All he needs is a girl to possess.. That girl had to be me.

I was so innocent... But he seemed so innocent too...

When we first met.. I thought he was so beautiful & had the most beautiful personality ... I guess not .. I suppose I was blind. As blind as a bat, my mother would say.

My mother died in February 2010.. She died in a tragic car accident on the M62.. I was lost for ages ... I lived with my dad, but in March 2012, he fell ill and I was taken in by my grandparents ... Luckily, my father grew well again.. He's now fit and healthy.. But he hates Billy, my evil boyfriend.. He says I don't need him... But I know I don't need him, but I cannot get rid of him..