Saying Goodbye

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I sat on the edge of my seat, my hands folded into each other on my lap. Waiting, waiting until I could leave this horrible room. I looked around, the faces of all the people who have treated me wrong in my life. Then my eyes fell on Luke Summers, the cutest guy in school. I tried not to stare too long, but by the time I saw him staring at me with his Crystal blue eyes, I knew I was too late.

I quickly turned away and moved my blonde hair out of my face, a diversion to keep him from seeing me staring. I knew that it wouldn't make a difference, since he had already seen me. I looked up at the board and then saw our English homework. I grabbed my planner out of my backpack and placed it on the table. I wrote, and then I tossed it back into my backpack.

The bell rang, my heart has finally jumped out of my chest. I looked around and then I noticed him coming closer to me.

I threw my backpack over my shoulder and then I started running. Running further and further away, until I slammed into something hard. I looked up and noticed the wall. Then looked at all the people in the hall, staring. I gulped and then went to reach for my backpack. I grabbed it, and slung it over my shoulder.

"Are you okay," I turned and then I saw his eyes, those crystal blue eyes. My heart is no longer in my chest, its probably some where in my stomach along with the butterflies. I blushed and then I moved my hair behind my ear.

"Yeah I'm fine, I was so stupid." Take notice now, never run in the halls ever again. Not just because of the massive headache I just received, but you actually have to face your major crush. I looked over to him and then I noticed his hand was waiting for me. I grabbed it and then for the first time I felt like In was flying.

I was finally in his arms, his rather soft and loving arms. I shook my head and then I noticed that he wasn't here anymore. I can't believe I had a chance, and like normal I lost it. I slung my backpack over my shoulder and then I walked towards the cafeteria doors.

Like always, I skipped lunch because I never wanted to gain any more weight then I already had. Some call me anorexic, but I swear I am not, it's just that the food here is less than pleasing. I looked around at the tables, the cliché bitches and Jocks of this school all sat at one table, the center table, where all attention would be on them.

Some days I feel like just sitting down at their table and disturbing the balance, while others I feel like sitting alone, far away from anyone. I threw my backpack down on the ground beside my table and then sat down on the seat. I looked forward and noticed the queen bitch staring and applying make up, takes a fake to know one.

I looked down at the table and then drew a heart with my fingers, placing Luke's name in the middle. I was drawn away from my mindless love, to the sound of a tray falling down on the table. I looked up and noticed the queen bitch herself sitting right in front of me.

"Hey there Jessica, you are looking rather good today," I knew she was probably strangling the words to come out of her throat. I rolled my eyes and then went to get up, when she grabbed my backpack and pulled me up towards her face. "If you think that you would ever get Luke, then think again, He would never fall for a second class bitch like you. He wants beauty, not some white pasty bitch." She smiled and then applied lipstick to her herpes infected lips.

I watched her walk away, her heels clacking against the floor. She turned around, she gave me her fake smile. I instantly flipped her the bird and then she flipped her black hair to the side, like she believes she is better than me or anyone for that matter.

I went to get up, hopefully to avoid anymore contact with anyone who probably hates me, then I ran into him again. "Oh hey Jessica, do you want to eat with me?" I really want to say yes, but I would just make a fool of myself again. I grabbed my backpack and then started heading out of the room. I looked back and then noticed the queen bitch, Veronica sitting across from him. She belongs with him more then I ever would, I mean she has beautiful Black hair with her emerald eyes.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 07, 2013 ⏰

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